Thursday, March 27, 2008
sumtimes it's difficult to 'jage' someone's heart but end up hurting other's...
i dun noe wat to do but people always think differently.
sumtimes u think its always you who gets the blame fer everything but do you noe wats happening behind the scenes??
hmm, well i guess you dont lah tats y u r saying all tis shit.....
since the beginning of my life in Digiphoto, i got fcukd by most of d seniors....
but den no matter wat, i tried to be better.
but den i dun realli tink many ppl understan much.
haishhh....................
wtf lah, do u ever wanna be in my positon where i noe everything that is going on arnd me at wrk but hav to keep quiet bcoz im in no position to speak up at all?!!!
people always advise me to shut up but how long cn i keep it quiet??
hmm............
fcuk it lah!!
everything's gonna be different now coz im going soon n will onli be back in 1 or 2 mths.
2 more days.
haishh...
so if people r happy tat im gone, then good lah.....
sumtimes i feel like quiting tis job fer good but something is stopping me.
i hate tis job but at the same time i love tis job!!
its okay if u dun understan me coz tis is my way of expressing myself.....
even b4 i stop, i have so many things on my to-do list be i start sch.
hahaa.
like going 4 a hair makeover with them.
watch movie wit others.
go out to the zoo wit us.
orientation at rp wit me...............
blah blah blah!!!!
shopping wit her of course!!!!
aniway, how i wish i could go travelling wit people...
sightseeing...
relax every part of my body.
hahaa.
btw gerls dun ever give up aite.
u better try harder sia!!
i wan 2 hear a b3 frm the both of u end the of the year.
kkkkkkk...........
aniway, he didnt cum today. so i guess he is off. i reali hope to see him for b4 im gone lah. haha! n one more thing to ride his bike!!!! when is tat ever gonna happen?!
ps : i certainly remember you saying that its wrong to do it, but den you did it.... im shocked! coz u r such an unpredictacle liar. BFH!!
urgh!... pity my foot.
i dun noe wat to do but people always think differently.
sumtimes u think its always you who gets the blame fer everything but do you noe wats happening behind the scenes??
hmm, well i guess you dont lah tats y u r saying all tis shit.....
since the beginning of my life in Digiphoto, i got fcukd by most of d seniors....
but den no matter wat, i tried to be better.
but den i dun realli tink many ppl understan much.
haishhh....................
wtf lah, do u ever wanna be in my positon where i noe everything that is going on arnd me at wrk but hav to keep quiet bcoz im in no position to speak up at all?!!!
people always advise me to shut up but how long cn i keep it quiet??
hmm............
fcuk it lah!!
everything's gonna be different now coz im going soon n will onli be back in 1 or 2 mths.
2 more days.
haishh...
so if people r happy tat im gone, then good lah.....
sumtimes i feel like quiting tis job fer good but something is stopping me.
i hate tis job but at the same time i love tis job!!
its okay if u dun understan me coz tis is my way of expressing myself.....
even b4 i stop, i have so many things on my to-do list be i start sch.
hahaa.
like going 4 a hair makeover with them.
watch movie wit others.
go out to the zoo wit us.
orientation at rp wit me...............
blah blah blah!!!!
shopping wit her of course!!!!
aniway, how i wish i could go travelling wit people...
sightseeing...
relax every part of my body.
hahaa.
btw gerls dun ever give up aite.
u better try harder sia!!
i wan 2 hear a b3 frm the both of u end the of the year.
kkkkkkk...........
aniway, he didnt cum today. so i guess he is off. i reali hope to see him for b4 im gone lah. haha! n one more thing to ride his bike!!!! when is tat ever gonna happen?!
ps : i certainly remember you saying that its wrong to do it, but den you did it.... im shocked! coz u r such an unpredictacle liar. BFH!!
urgh!... pity my foot.
Labels: if this is the way you want it to be, then fine.
what we could have been, 9:09 PM.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
hey hey hey!!
5.....
4.....
3.....
2.....
1.... more day to go.
n poof!!
im gone frm d zoo.
no lah, i mean temporary stop wrking 4 awhile coz of sch.
7 april when my new life begin yar.
aniwae 21 nov o7, d dae i startd wrk with fad n shid.
still remember how stupid we look lyk trying our bez 2 make frens n flag ppl at d same tyme.
haish...
now everything gna stop lah.
so sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation............
hhaaah!!
now me being a senior 2 quite a lot of ppl, im proud of it.
ive been wrking fer 4 mths n 5 days aready.
tis sunday is when all d gdbyes happen.
hahaa!
like real lah. shitty bang bang!!
no lah, wat i meant is tat most of us r leaving d job coz of sch.
n Digiphoto is not gna b a fun plc animore, coz d team is not there at all animore.
disperse everywhere.
boohoohoo.
im talking as if im gna die soon sia!
hahaa.
at least i cn cum bck on wkends n lpak wit d ppl mah.
gna miss Digiphoto, the team...
gna miss the Keepers n most of all THE ANIMALS lah!!!!!!
but b4 i go n cum bck in 2 mths time.
i seriously wan to tumpang his bike.
i wan!!!
cn sumone grant my wish??
hmm.....
i guess noone cn help lah!!
nvrmind.
guess i have 2 kip quit n look at him tumpang others but nt me....
haish...
y isit my post 4 today is a sad one??
bullshit sia!!!!
taah tahh ppl.
5.....
4.....
3.....
2.....
1.... more day to go.
n poof!!
im gone frm d zoo.
no lah, i mean temporary stop wrking 4 awhile coz of sch.
7 april when my new life begin yar.
aniwae 21 nov o7, d dae i startd wrk with fad n shid.
still remember how stupid we look lyk trying our bez 2 make frens n flag ppl at d same tyme.
haish...
now everything gna stop lah.
so sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation............
hhaaah!!
now me being a senior 2 quite a lot of ppl, im proud of it.
ive been wrking fer 4 mths n 5 days aready.
tis sunday is when all d gdbyes happen.
hahaa!
like real lah. shitty bang bang!!
no lah, wat i meant is tat most of us r leaving d job coz of sch.
n Digiphoto is not gna b a fun plc animore, coz d team is not there at all animore.
disperse everywhere.
boohoohoo.
im talking as if im gna die soon sia!
hahaa.
at least i cn cum bck on wkends n lpak wit d ppl mah.
gna miss Digiphoto, the team...
gna miss the Keepers n most of all THE ANIMALS lah!!!!!!
but b4 i go n cum bck in 2 mths time.
i seriously wan to tumpang his bike.
i wan!!!
cn sumone grant my wish??
hmm.....
i guess noone cn help lah!!
nvrmind.
guess i have 2 kip quit n look at him tumpang others but nt me....
haish...
y isit my post 4 today is a sad one??
bullshit sia!!!!
taah tahh ppl.
what we could have been, 11:11 PM.
Friday, March 21, 2008
a very good evening to everyone.
another of my life here.
hey hey hey!!!
good news here to me lah!!
tis morning i got a letter frm yss, it saes tat i receive an award for bets in arts-olevel.
wupeedooo!!!
hahah.
tis means i hav 2 go bck 2 yss on 11th april(speech day).
btw juz now he askd me if i wanna tumpang his motor, but den i din hear him coz of tat freakin loud fan!!
ergh, worst still he din wanna repeat again(dun noe y), so he went off quickly.
wat sia!!!
i missd a gd chance lah.
ek wait 4get it lah, i mean he's like...............................
wth!!!
kk gtg lah, i'm gonna wat happen tml.abt wat he saed.
haish....
wasted lah...........
tml is another day of beautiful animals.
ps : nvr aim 4 wat u wan, aim 4 wat u nid.
another of my life here.
hey hey hey!!!
good news here to me lah!!
tis morning i got a letter frm yss, it saes tat i receive an award for bets in arts-olevel.
wupeedooo!!!
hahah.
tis means i hav 2 go bck 2 yss on 11th april(speech day).
btw juz now he askd me if i wanna tumpang his motor, but den i din hear him coz of tat freakin loud fan!!
ergh, worst still he din wanna repeat again(dun noe y), so he went off quickly.
wat sia!!!
i missd a gd chance lah.
ek wait 4get it lah, i mean he's like...............................
wth!!!
kk gtg lah, i'm gonna wat happen tml.abt wat he saed.
haish....
wasted lah...........
tml is another day of beautiful animals.
ps : nvr aim 4 wat u wan, aim 4 wat u nid.
Labels: tellitubbies in line.
what we could have been, 8:36 PM.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
The January team.....
A nite by d bbq pit.
Too tired to do anitin, Jon n Amir lepak aready!
Girls of tat nite..
D whole teamo!! My best Teamo Supremo!!
Picture of d mth. Taken by Michael Tan...
Yesterday was d 3rd chalet i went. It was at Changi. So freakin far frm hm. But anyway, i was damn excited lah. It's like a chalet only 4 Zoo Digiphoto Staff. No other ppl. Actualy, there r sum ppl who pmp invited but then..... So eveything went as normal.
Abt 12pm, me n mike.s were preparing 2 go off early to prepare food for d chalet. We took a taxi n headed to Loyang Point's Sheing Shong. We bought like $300 worth of food there. N still it doesn't seemed 2 b enuff.
Anyway as soon as we reached d Changi Fairy Point 1(bungalow), it was raining. The bad thing is tat place was so freakin quiet!! There was like no other ppl xcept 4 me n mike.s..... Very scary. Aku dah lah org yang lemah semangat. kk later i update more. gtg
what we could have been, 8:46 PM.
Monday, March 17, 2008
hey everyone out there...
kk abt tat pics on me smoking, juz ignore dem.
its wat young ppl lyk me do when we're bored aite...
aniwae life have been so much diffrent since d beginning of d year 2008!!
a new year, new resolutions.
many things have been going yar.
MARCH- a mth of extremely new things.
school gonna start soon...
everything is aready prepared.
xcept myself lah, i'm not mentally prepared to begin my new life as a polytehnic student.
btw my new sch is Republic poly, i noe many ppl sae its not a good sch as its new, d certificate is not recognise much...
but fcuk it lah!
even my course (new media), sum ppl sae there's no future 4 it.
haish....
haish....
wat to do, too late to change it rite..
aniwae, my life is all abt wrking lah...
photographer!
my job is fun but it can be quite stressful when everything goes wrong...
sumtimes i can't wait 2 quit tis job when i start schooling.
but then when i think bck, there's no other job where u can wrk wit animals, customer-service, photography....
i love tis job so much!!
i still remember PMP saying,"this is going to ur first n d last job!" on the day of my interview.
there's so much going on in this job.
biasness, laziness, stealer, bitchiness, racism
sumtimes its too much 4 a part timer lyk me can handle.
too many high expectations.
when things doesn't turn out d way ur manager wans it, u'll get it frm him.
but den everyone i wrk wit is awesome.
ever since i start tis job, i hardly go out wit anione.
do u noe y?!
coz i cn nvr get a dae of with my frens.
its been a fraking long time since i go out wit sera n syarfa.
both of dem r bz wit their own stuff.
SCHOOL!!
gerls, when r we gonna go out n lpak lyk old times??
i miss u all!!
malah, i noe u're mad at me coz i din went out wit u all tat dae.
i missd it!!
haish.
mybe next time lah.
ajak everyone kkk...
today weird things have been happening...
i dun noe y but its always me whe always get fcuk by d keepers...
no matter wat i do.
they will make fun of me, scold me n blah blah blah...
is it fun or wat????!!!!!
it fcuking irritating sia!
wat did i do wrong man?
each time these certain ppl see me, they will start their nonsense.
wth lah!
no matter wat, i'm gonna leave this place n cum bck in 3yrs time to c d diffrence.
haha!
i hav no mood to work tml...
i'll hav to face ppl who i wan to run away frm.
MIA...
ever since, Wan left, its not fun animore.
no more jokes, sarcarsm etc.
miss him so much.
hope to c him n Dalli on d upcoming chalet.
oryte everyone.
cya arnd!!
i'm tired of this.
ps : bkn aku mahu menunjuk belangku, cuma mahu memberitahu bahawa aku bukan sebarang manusia.
fcuk u lah ppl!!
Labels: it's hard sumtimes to 'jaga' sumone's heart.
what we could have been, 11:03 PM.
