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Thursday, April 30, 2009

SWINE FLU in Mexico and around the world.
This flu is a respiratory disease of pigs caused by type A influenza virus.
Swine flu viruses do not normally infect humans.
However, sporadic human infections with swine flu have occurred in persons with direct exposure to pigs.
There were also documented cases of human-to-human spread of swine flu.

Symptoms of swine flu in humans are similar to symptoms of regular human seasonal flu.
An early symptom is high fever, and this can be followed by cough, sore throat, runny nose, and sometimes breathlessness a few days later.

haish... another tragic case.
last time was SARS then it was hand-mouth-food disease... bird flu... etc...
tak habishabis sia.


what's going on with this world.
one after another.
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yesterday, me ancik and ibu had a discussion about it.
ancik was saying that in the hospital, there are zones that don't allow random staffs to enter it,
only when you're fully-geared. masks gloves etc...
wow. seriously this thing, is spreading very fast...


k so we all walked around SSC since we wanted to get a new wireless port.
did i mentioned that ancik bought korean dvds?
YES.
he did. unbelievable.
Night After Night. Boys Before Flowers. Full House.
he kept saying that ibu wants to watch them. like real...

the point of meeting them... because ibu have to buy ancik a new specs for NS.
kecoh sia. he die die wants something like abang's one. those sports type.
last last, he got this thick normal black specs.
and ibu bought me one too. same as ancik's. but blue colour.
luckily not red right?

on the way back, we passed by Giant. gosh. it was empty.
seripusly empty. there was a single person queueing to purchase anything.
how come at Carrefour, there's forever a queue?...

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what we could have been, 10:03 AM.


pictures for abang's birthday. OH! ibu loved the cake. she ate nearly half of it herself...

ish ish ish.

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what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009

HAPPY 25th ANNIVERSARY TO IBUAYAH!!
HAPPY 23th BIRTHDAY TO ABANG!!

double happiness? hmm...
i guess not.
both ayah&ibu working till late at night = bad news.
abang coming back to celebrate with us = good news.

i just a feeling that abang wants to celebrate his birthday at home with everyone, but he didn't know that ibu&ayah are working. so its kinda a waste lah.
i know that they really wants to see abang.

well abang came early. i was pretty much missing him.
can't believe i'm saying this. but he is still my brother.
i bought a cake for both occasions.
a small cake. mango.
abang was asking about everything.

we took candid shots.
it feels like us siblings are the ones there to celebrate it with him.
prepared everything, he cut his cake.
i hope he appreciate everything uh. or else sad sia.

and again. happy birthday yo. i didn't get you a present because i didn't have time lah.
enjoy it. and thanks for the advise...
:):)
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so how has life been? hmm...
saturday... the day we ate what koreans have been eating all this while.
Fresh Bulgogi. fuh!!
since ancik got his pay, he was like "lets go eat there lah."
so exciting.
lettuce wraps. fresh kimchi. bimbimbap.
ahhhh... i want to eat BIMBIMBAP again!!
it was my first time, and it is totally awesome!
will post all the pictures soon.
:D

oh! i made new friends too. at work lah.
finally i have people to talk to.
there's KaiEn-RP freshman.
Elaine (i think thats her name lah)-SP's year 3.5.
Jonathan. Guava. ScaryGuy.
people there were saying that aku ni pemalu. shish!
i'm syarfa's new bouncer. hahah!

AND i have my own locker already!
so now i don't have to keep putting 20cent. and end up spending $1.00 on that.
seriously thankyou to everyone.
sunday was pretty happening.
i did express counter at b2.
and one thing... it is boring...
hahah.
i was given a chair to sit on. (luckily)
i thought i was shortage of $10 but i was wrong. nasib perut.

i can't wait to work again.
friday no school... labour day. hehe! double pay!!

PS/it keeps bleeding. you do know i can help you right? don't worry...

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what we could have been, 9:53 PM.
Saturday, April 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE SMALL EYED BROTHERS.
KIM JONG KOOK
&
KANG DAESUNG

even when you open your eyes to the maximum, it is still small.
family outing HWAITING!!
keep the scandal going on!!


25 april...

26 april...

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what we could have been, 11:27 PM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEBUM-ssi.
the shortest leader born in seattle.
the proud leader of 2pm.
best aecrobatic skill ever.
and seriously the nicest abs on that short body.
hahaha!
happy 22th/23rd birthday!



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what we could have been, 1:47 AM.

i hate myself for being useless.
i hate myself for being the younger than other.
i hate that i'm a girl who can't really be one.
i hate myself for being bullied by others.
i hate myself that people are able to step on me so easily.
i hate myself for not speaking up.
i just hate ME.

i feel, sound, AM depressed.
i don't know why.
i may look strong but i'm not.
i'm just acting like one.
i'm good at helping others but not myself.

if this is life, i don't know what to do already.
i feel like crying. i want to cry.
i want wail and screaming loudly to just let it out.
i don't know what to do already.

i really have noone to talk to.
everytime i come back home from either work or school, everyone is either sleeping, out and about.
ibu is always talking about umar and aishah and bibik.
ayah never talks to me about stuff.
ancik prioritise his friends more.
abang MIA.
i feel empty nowadays.
who can i talk to?

i always envy those families that are so tight. tighter than mine.
u can call mine ______.
i just need someone i can talk everything to.
someone who will never get bored.
who?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i went to work alone.
yes. alone. was supposed to go with jeyd.
but long story.

i was questioned by Meera and Jeeva about Jeyd.
but i just kept quiet. i didn't know what to do.

i worked alone at b2. noone to talk to at all.
there was noone i know there.
at that very moment, what i really want was to see syar's smiling face and hear jeyd's laughter.
only that can cheer me up.
at least i know i'm not alone.
but there was none.
but i know i was alone to work there.

at the moment, i really wanted to quit.
leave this job as well.
but i'm not a quitter.
all i knew was that to tahan all this crap, earn the money.

to add it in, Jeeva was giving me that face again.
seriously... its not my fault that customers come to me with items that doesn't have barcode.
its not my fault that they want to cancel item last minute.
i just have to get use to Jeeva.
i was getting on his nerves, he was getting onto mine.
what to do...
he kept giving me that sentence.
"jangan susah kan aku boleh tak?"
"terima kaseh eh!?"
all so sacarstic.

i was so scared of getting scolded by Jeeva. i told the security that in malay.
(didn't know that the customer understood malay though)
she was siding me all the way when Jeeva came by.
she said, don't scold her, its not her fault.
she told me not to worry.
i was glad these people do exist.
:):)

you know what...
i think i need to get back to my kpop world now.
bye.

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what we could have been, 12:53 AM.
Friday, April 24, 2009

pictures spam!!
Monday, we slacked while doing RJs together.
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Tuesday we still slack and still doing RJs together.

what we could have been, 12:58 PM.
Thursday, April 23, 2009

haven't been updating because i was too tired.
didn't know that school can do this to me.

Day 1
Day 2
Day 3



Day 4 of school...
class, e24e.


k so now finally everyone in class is of the same course.
my classmates are kinda cool.
every single one have their own interests.
games. singing. dancing. smoking. slacking. everything.

everyone started opening up to each other slowly. day by day.
going breaks together, going home together.

in one week i have 2 days of photography learning. like what.
photoshop. gosh. IT'S PHOTOSHOP.
i don't even know how to use it lah.
like what button is for what.
the facilitator was like i want everyone to know photoshop at the tip of your fingers.
difficult sia.
i am indeed a noob when it comes to photoshop.

overall school has been just calm...
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thursday, finally work!!
hehe. k i was pretty nervous and excited lah.
school was awesome. Justyn (facilitator) was making the day go by fast.
kk so me and jeyd rushed to work after meeting ayah and doing our RJs.
i was so sleepy. VERY.

but hey, have to get use to it right...
so yeah... we reached work exactly on time. 5.45pm.
then something happen. kecoh lah. my white uniform had this big brown chocolate stain on it.
TSK!
thats when i really panicked. ergh!
it can't be washed at all.

saw Meera, she was like ah, late uh?
we weren't exactly late, just that the whole situation of changing shirts and stuff macam siak.

so we were assigned to open individual counters. side by side.
luckily lah, i will never make it if it was someone else beside me.
jeeva was teaching us what to do and everything.
i have to admit i suck at it.
i think i called for help more than 10 times.
gosh!
"kau nari jangan buat aku mati boleh tak?"
jeeva said that to me.
a customer stare at me for doing her items right.
i overcharge another french customer by alot. imagine there's 14 packets of milk, but i charged her 50 packets.
i gave customers alot of coins change just because there was no more $2notes.
imagine how pissed i was.
i yelled at jeeva for the very first time. and now i'm scared. great!
stupid me!
oh i was very deaf. 72 became 732. 108 became 101. ahahahaha. DUMB!

so yeah i was very thirsty, damn dry. i can feel my throat aching already.
in my heart i was cursing and swearing every single PLU that i need to search.
but whatever lah. by 1030pm, it was time to close. Wari came to teach me.
he was fast, i was slow.

went to the office to count our money. count here count there.
thats when the whole drama happens.
i don't know what to say already.
up to you.
it's not your cup of tea, my wrong. i apologize.
you have all the right to be pissed. twice you punked me. its okay.
i've gotten used to it.
sorry...

went back home with syarfa. and again she was my listening ear. i was hers.
we talked at the bustop until 1am while snacking. hahah. biase jugak.
and syar, that box contains SWEETS. not what you and me think ok.
paiseh sia aku.

another day of work ahead. woohoo!!

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what we could have been, 9:11 AM.
Friday, April 17, 2009

k here i go with my first day of work at carrefour (pronounce it properly...)
me and jeyd kinda reached there late lah.
we do have our own reasons.
SCHOOL...
we changed to our carrefour uniform.
white is a nice colour for my skin tone. LOL.

luckily there was syar and ain. they were really a great help especially ain.
she really showed us the back way. fuhh. the smell sungguh wangi...
kept our bags.
had to do alot of things before we are able to start our real job.
headed out to find someone (i forgot the name).
she separated me and jeyd. normal lah.
jeyd was at express counter.
and me... i was at counter 6 (i didn't that that counter will always be busy.)
anyway it was an experience for me.
i was pretty busy packing the stuff into the plastic bags. (packer for the night)
my partner was Fancy. cool name right?
k she was a little stubborn and fierce lah. toward to customers lah.

seriously there were so many customers. rushing during my first hour.
but slowly slowly i can manage lah.
i didn't touch the cashier yet.
it SO different from NS's one. more kecoh.
eventhough the whole thing is just cash and closing.
the ways of doing so is TOTALLY different.

BUT WORK WAS FUN!!!
I'M STARTING TO LIKE IT.
eventhough my right arm is aching badly.
my backbone is _______.
no wonder syar say can lose weight. hahaha.
stayed until closing. saw how everything was done properly.
k Fancy did everything so bloody fast lah. i think i need to learn it from someone again.
TEACH ME!!

oh! i saw Fizah. she came to my counter and pay. damn i miss her sia.
her fiance was the one who saw me first and interrogated me about work. haish...
first i saw nadiah.L and amira. i really really want them to come back to work sia.
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went off with the others. made new friends.
took the mrt, bounce back.
and we watched Family Outing on the train.
i swear to you, the girls were laughing. LOUDLY.
paisah sia. other people on the train were looking at us weirdly.
oh! and someone vomitted in the train. eeeeeeee.
the smell of beer, rotten apple and onion.
disgusting!!!

went down at Yishun.
decided to get supper with syar. coz seriously i was freaking hungry.
we ordered meegoreng, nasigoreng and rotijohn.
kate perangai gemuk mah.
it was my treat.

its been a long time since i really sit down and eat with her.
talking to syar about everything really makes me feel better.
she was ready to listen to everything.
from A-Z.
hope i don't bore you.
i can talk alot you see.
the food just kept me going...

anyways i love you. :D:D
we walked home. drank our cheap drinks.
i am proud to say i'm a colleague of syarfa-onn.

k before i go...
here's something HOT.
new hairstyle. better dance move. again & again...



this is when junho dance. that part is when he moved my heart. HAHA!
watch from 1:18 onwards. if you're a fan of Rain. here you go...

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what we could have been, 1:59 AM.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Boom!

K yesterday was the Carrefour cashier training. I don’t know why but i realised that i was nervous. I couldn’t get any sleep, tossing and turning until the time was already 6am. So i thought i need to do something so i wouldn’t think much about it, surf the net-and found 2pm and teaser... hehe! HOT!

“I say what time is it now?!” the neber die tattoo. LOL!

K so i dressed up normally.
Formally.
Just a plain polo t and black jeans.
Went off to meet jeyda.
This time she’s late. Haha.
Long way due to dogs.
Time check it was already 0830, we have to reach there by 0930.
And it’s not cool to be there late for the first day.
Something like first impression mah.

One word! LOST!
We were walking everywhere just to find that tower 3 level 4.
Ergh!
It really got on my nerves coz my sense of direction really suck.
Once we reached that place, luckily they haven’t start anything.

The whole training went well, pretty cool.
Meera and Hamidah are funny people!
Seriously they can really change the whole mood.
Even though they were serious about work, i can sense that other than work, they are still human.
Oh! Meera is a facilitator in RP.
So yes, if i happened to do something in school or anything (lie to her to avoid work), she will find out easily.

We were finalized after taking a picture for our pass, got our uniforms (had to pay $20 down payment for it).
The next time for training cum working is on Thursday, me and jeyda will be at Plaza Singapura. Scary lah sey.
Luckily got Syarfa there.
Fuhh!
Help me anything happen kk.

:D:D

I can’t wait for Thursday.
I have everything well-planned already.
It’s just up to me to do follow it well.
Right now i have to keep up with 2 jobs.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday i’ll be working for both jobs.
Just have to rush here and there.
Only this week lah.
Next week school reopens already.
So yeah.
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Today i’ll be working at NS, E1 (shift 1)...
Should i do closing today? I have no members sia.
Everyone go back at 2230, and i’ll be left alone.
Not cool.
Should i go back?
Or should i just stay and earn the money?


PS/life is not cool at this point of time.

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what we could have been, 2:58 PM.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009

they are back people!!!!!!!!!
a few more days...
seriously if the album is interesting enough, i might end up buying it.
HOT!




and another one...!


2pm

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what we could have been, 6:38 AM.
Monday, April 13, 2009

sunday.
how did it go?
a lazy sunday.
i went to work.

luckily i was schduled to work in Eshop again.
i will really really hate it if i'm in F.
reached home pretty early.
and all i have to say the journey to work is pretty warm.
i can feel sweat trickling down my spine.
ironed my top and rushed to store room.
why?
the only place where the aircon is actually working well.
brought up my 'storybook'. took my time coz i just don't want to start work that early.

Eshop with Kent. was pretty much fun.
at least he can entertain me lah.
at least he can tahan my korean mp3.
haha. not everyone appreciate korean songs k.

i can't stop thinking about what Ekeen asked me yesterday.
"Nari senyap jer..."
i was standing in the office, thinking why she said that.
"Member semua dah takde eh?"
and that time really make me think why the hell i'm still working there.
from there i know that Ekeen understands how i feel all this time...

did i mention that a small korean boy came up to me and asked me if that is a korean song being played?
well yes. the song is, 'Because I'm Stupid by SS501'.
hehe. he and his friends were singing along.
cute.
and when BigBang's HaruHaru acoustic version was being played, a lady stayed in the shop and sang along. she smiled at me, and i know what she was thinking immediately.
ahahaha.

the clock was ticking. somehow quite fast...
and it was already time to go home!!
clocked out.

KENT. birthday present for her. my foot. HAHAHA!!
it was so obvious you are hitting on her lah!!
btw the chocolates were NICE!
hahaha. next time check the present first.
write something in the card. sincerely and not a plain one like that.

try harder!!!

PS/tuesday.

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what we could have been, 2:19 AM.

yoz.
on saturday, my aunt and uncle from KL, came down.
kecoh sia dorang.
well last time they wanted to Spore, but couldn't because they (the whole family don't really have a passport).
and i think everyone should know that in Malaysia, the passports cost like 300rm each.
thats why not many have it.
early in the morning, ibu woke me up looking all excited.
and all i thought was,"buang tebiat ke si die ni."
"cik limah dah otw dah spore!"
the first thing that came to mind was...
with who? with her children? and yes. memories came back...
k long story.

i didn't get to sambut cik limah and husband.
coz i had to go to work.
and seriously at work, i was thinking where the heck am i gonna sleep since they are going to be in my room.
work wasn't any interesting as well.
i had Sharon to pour out my feelings but that wasn't long lah.
WeeWee was just layaning my tantrums. its fun to have a gay friend you see.
closing was so quiet. there wasn't the normal talking across each other shops anymore.
so quiet. too quiet.
all i could do was sing along to the korean songs loudly by myself.
k that sound totally pathetic.
haish...

i once asked myself, if retail job is my thing.
but i guess the answer is right in my face.

went back home having alot of things on my mind.
ibu told me to sleep in her room. YES UH!! BIG BED!!
well cik limah brought my favourite dodol. alot of kerepek! malaysia style.

ibu said that they were going back early in the morning.
haish... if only they had planned everything with their family.
at least we can bring them around Spore. too soon for them to go back.
i don't think they know what is where.
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k now imagine me sleeping case tak ingat dunia gitu.
it was 8 in the morning.
and cik limah enters the room to bid her farewell.
i know i know, i should have woke up early right? to send her off.
but i couldn't wake up at all.
she said bye, and said a few things ( i can't even remember anything coz my mind was still dreaming).
i salamed her and in her hands, there was something...
a 50rm note.
i had no choice but take it and go back to sleep.

oh. ibu brought them to geylang to go shopping.
buy things that they can bring back to KL.

gosh i really miss their house. the whole family there.
the place where i learn how to ride a bike.
the place we can ride bikes without helmets.
the place where firecrackers are legal!!

i want to go there again!!!
ibu said in june. once ancik get his holidays settled.
k i'm done.
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what we could have been, 1:31 AM.
Saturday, April 11, 2009

yoz.
did i say that carefour called me and jeyd??
oh yes they did. while we were in the toilet after swimming.
coolios!!!

they called us to come down for a training at suntec city at 9.30am.
fuuhh.
k thats early.
formal wear, cashiering.

i seriously hope for the best.
figers cross.

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what we could have been, 3:21 PM.

IZYAN'S HOUSE.
FUN.
MONOPOLY.
FUN.
BANKRUPTCY.
FUN. NOT.
CURLS.
FUN.
MAMMA MIA DVD.
FUN.
FOOD.
FUN.

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what we could have been, 1:22 AM.

so when did i last post?
hmm...
well well well, two days ago, i went to work. and it totally suck.
i just don't want to talk more about it.

on thursday, it was fun.
went swimming with girlfriends.
met up with jeyd at 10, coz we wanted to get some stuff first.
then wait up for adik at ther house at 11. (the plan was to meet up at 11am)
by the time we reached at the swimming pool, it was already 1130am.
so yeah. kinda janji melayu.
did i mention we rode bicycles.
ahuh.
it was greeeaaattt.
the wind brushing through the hair. fuhhh.

izyan came (i have no idea what time coz i couldn't see the time at all).
aku kan potek.
she brought mee hoon goreng. oooh. right timing.
with my finger food. wooo. sedap.

oh yar. i finally manage to do a handstand/somersault... in the water...
and i slightly sprained my ankle.
and my right arm is aching.
perutku buncit sia. orang gemok per.
and here's the best part...
k imagine shid tumpang jeyd, me alone, izyan tumpang adik.
chaotic. it was drizzling. we rushed to get food (lunch) and headed to nina's house.
the place where everyone nearly fell asleep. so cosy.
seriously. we karaoke-d for awhile. all the old malay songs.
and watched K-Nite. funny!

slowly, one by one's head had already landed on the pillow.
going back home was so hard. so sleepy and tiring.

k adios lah. malas nak type lagi.

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what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009

AKU LAPAR!!!!

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what we could have been, 11:51 PM.

good morning!!
i've just finished watching Bride Of Wars.
seriously the movie deserves 2 thumbs up.
the story line was well planned. i like...
the friendship was there. so tight.
watching it all alone in the living room makes me remember the past few years of friendship i made.
wow. its like sudden flashbacks...

so anyway.
i'm rotting at home.
but there's no worms on me lah.
basically i spend my day eating, eating, laying around in the house doing nothing.
there's nothing to do at home, coz by the time i wake up, all the housework is already done by ibu.
i know, aku kan anak perempuan. kene tolong ni sume. but...
i don't know lah.
i'll do it tomorrow since ibu will not be at home the whole day.
nobody will be at home.
ayah keje, ancik keje, ibu pon keje.
i'm left with CATS only. if only they can talk...

ouh. speaking of cats...
I AM SINCERELY ASKING EVERYONE OUT THERE WHO IS READING THIS, WHO IS GENEROUS ENOUGH TO DONATE THEIR OLD NEWSPAPER TO ME.
INSTEAD OF THROWING THEM AWAY, GIVE IT TO ME.
ANYONE LAH.
JUST CALL ME IF YOU'RE WILLING TO DONATE.
THANK YOU.
ibu wants them coz Ska (the smallest kitten) has bladder problem. he is kept in the cage for the time being, before we sent him to the vet.
and yes, ibu have been asking around for newspaper, and da abes pon sume.
so its my turn to ask. saling tolong menolong.

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what we could have been, 1:42 AM.
Monday, April 6, 2009

so pretty much 4th april went well.
i'll just give snips of here and there.

we went to pasar tani, this breakfast place (regulars), mini kelantan/desaru, jusco.


AND AND AND BASKIN ROBBINS!!!
all along i thought it only exists in korea and usa.
hehe. but in jusco, there is one!!!!
i was so excited. because that is the same product that BIGBANG was endorsing.
ahhh...
only shid knows there's one. everyone were like... huh?
i still have that tune in my head. baskin robbins 31.
the icecream tasted so fine.
well a little bit like benNjerrys. but the flavours are fuhhhhh.
I LIKE~
total mouth watering...
next we went to pelentong's giant.
there is where the real shopping began.
i mean groceries.
grabbed a trolley and in we go...

went off to get lunch/early dinner.
dominos!!!!
ahhh... the cheese is so ____.
eat it while its hot!
puas hati ah!!
so pandan city. it was a place that i went before but didn't really go into it.
the items there are TOTALLY gerek.
eventhough it's like a pasarmalam. it was cheapppp.
i really like.
me and jeyd managed to get shoes there though.
timecheck it was pretty late lah. thats what ayah claim.
i kinda promised them that we will go to angsana to get dunkin donuts.
ayah had no choice but to turn back.
shopping kat situ dah tk macam shopping pon.
rushing giler.

ayah ni pon satu takot sangat ngan jam ni sume.
tsk!

i was pretty much pissed with ayah in the car.
leceh sia. from the start jer dah bising.
but i was taking it in, not letting it out.
sabar jelah. i want to cry when ayah started his nonsense.
in front of my friends some more.
malu sia with his perangai gitu.
everything went well.
we all reached singapore safely.
alhamdulillah.

PS/hey little monkey, some day something will happen to you. don't worry. i'll pray hard that you will rejoin back your family. one day.

how i wish i could do something for it. if only... haish... poor thing. sorry...

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what we could have been, 3:09 AM.

hello.
i just finished watching OngBak 3 with ayah.
and to tell the truth, the ending is too hanging already.
or did i not understand the story at all? hmm...
the show is pretty much about avenge, love, family and total FIGHT.

so yeah.
today's work a total boredom.
i was the only one non-chinese.
so imagine how i feel sia.
everyone were busy talking at the counter, while i was busy hanging shirts.
haish... well this is life when you have noone who can talk to you.
kusum resigned.
amira works/i'm on off. vice versa. so how do we meet?
nadiah.l blocks one whole month.
nadiah.h quits when school starts.
nina quits end of the month.
lizzie? i don't give a damn.
ekeen is there forever lah.
clarice will be back in 4 months.
i don't know lah.
my members dah gone, dah mendak sia.

ouh and there was this royalty family who came down and bought $400++ worth of plush.
gosh! why? coz their son was happily holding the toys and in goes the plush into the shopping bags.
they are the ones who don't think twice if they should buy it or not, they didn't even know what they put inside the the bag. and just pay for it.
(how i know?) well i was asked to be their escort while they shopped.
can you imagine how jealous i was of that small kid....
lucky boy.
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i hate it when this happens...

PS/time for a new beginning...

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what we could have been, 1:51 AM.
Friday, April 3, 2009

this is a tribute to the WONDERGIRLS' NOBODY craze at Night Safari.



i totally like this one.
can someone help me rip it??

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what we could have been, 1:32 AM.
Thursday, April 2, 2009

hello.

k so, today me and jeyda met up.
why?
coz syarfa told me that there's job vacany at her workplace.
since i was eager to look for another job, and jeyda was dying to find one too.
i decided to go along with it and ajak jeyda along.


kecoh sia. it took me quite awhile to wake up.
i set the alarm clock at 1130, but woke up at 1330.
i don't know why.
ibu just goreng sambal fish, so i quickly grabbed a plate of rice and hurriedly eat.
macam tak baguskan kalau ibu dah penatpenat masak abe kite tak makan.
so yeah.

i bathe and quickly dressed up.
a black tee and jeans. i seriously don't know what to wear for an interview.
put on my shoes and zoom to meet syarfa.
well i was late lah. again...
janji meet kol 2 but hehe...
we met up with jeyda at the mrt station. this time she LATE.
hahah.

oh, i saw hyrul anuar. BIG DEAL.
we made our way into the train, where we kecoh sia.
the first time ever i saw a giant's fingerprint.
the first time a bangla stood infront (like directly depan muka)of me when i was talking to jeyda.
the first time it 'rained' inside the train.

reached carefour, filled up the application form, and went for the interview.
quite short one ne.
after that we rounding in carefour. seriously if both of us had the money, we will fill up the basket with icecream.
MARS. SMARTIES. everything.
we were acting like tengah puasa.
takde duit nye pasal.
tkpe, t time kt johore, i will fill up the trolley. abes uh ibu.
YEAHAAHAHAHAHA.

basically me and jeyda went around PS, went into CC and saw this girl holding a BOF poster.
so BIG. then got one GD's poster alone. so big. him alone...!!
k namind i didn't buy lah. takde duit.
so we went to eat dinner.
i sort of 'opened up' to jeyda lah.
hahah. k jeyda, that was the past lah...! now is present.
i cherish our FAT friendship. hehehe.
saranghaeyou!!
*doing the nickhun wink*


and ouh. i fell asleep in the train. haha. buruk sia.
my head was everywhere.

i didn't go to work. NO-SHOW. because aku malas. to work with gayboy, thats the last thing i want to do. will go back on sunday lah.


tomorrow, i will be going with ancik to take the car. ODDYSE is it? yar. i don't know how to spell it. fetch ibu home, meet up with ayah to get dinner together.


PS/bedok corner here we come!!

and SATURDAY...!!!!!!!
and too abang. too bad lah.

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what we could have been, 8:41 PM.

so today was just fine...
started off with me waking at 1pm (thats normal lah)
then helped ibu prepare the ingredients for the cookies she planned to bake.
while ibu cooked fishNchips.
oooohhh. it was feeling to the max.

ok so, i promised to meet jeyda to repair bicycle at 3pm.
but well i thought kinda janji melayu, so i took my time lah.
watched BOF episode25... i kinda hated the ending. so ergh!
but hey, GaEul and YiJung... they got together. haha. cute.
timecheck it was already 3.15pm, still no sms from jeyda.
then she msged, in 5mins-go down.
like shit, i havent bath yet loh.
rush like mad, only to find out i have to break the code.
the padlock is so old-school lah.
and i know, i was already late. sorry.

so yeah.
met up with her. and walked to the bicycle shop to get it fixed.
and i had to pay freaking $32 bucks sia.
nevermind, that bike will be my source of travelling from now on.

after that we headed to khatib to wait for the rest, but we ended up below shid's house.
we were asked to come up. so we went to her house, her cousin was there.

and she was watching musicbank (something i missed on monday)...
kak yam right? yeah. we all were talking about kpop. normal lah.
ate pengat that shid's mum made. apparently i was too full to eat the meegoreng.
so jeyda kebas sume.
GEMOK.
haha. k not.

we left the house at 6pm, didnt really know where to play baddy.
but we still headed for the stadium (packed with boys-budakbudak madrasah)to do our usual runs.
we still didnt get to play baddy since that pakcik warned us.
so we talked abit and discussed about the people there. observing every single one there.
AND I FOUND A RED EVERLAST WATCH.
k it is a little damage (just the long scratch on it), but who cares...
still can use mah.

by the time the bell rung. tanda untuk kite beredar yer.
on the way to go to our normal spot, we went for car-hunting.
the coolest thing to do after running.
k we were just looking for the car that ibu rented for saturday.
we were like going round, examining each family cars that we came across.
hahaha. at last we found it. the car is lebar. sajak untuk orangorang gemok.
coolest. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY.

we played UNO at the normal place.
and me... i rushed off to buy donut. its called hungry...!!
i cycled home. and i was going fast. extremely fast. the wind was so refreshing.
i will do that again soon. at night. alone.


klah. bye.

PS/i have alot of freshly baked cookies at home.

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what we could have been, 1:04 AM.

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im turning 19 at the end of the year. many call me zul. but actually, i'd rather be called leha. im pretty tall for my height which makes me and Yunho very compatible. a pity G-Dragon's short. but, height doesn't matter. preferable Wooyoung/Taecyeon. i can always have scandals right?

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