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Saturday, August 30, 2008

hi everyone!! well yesterday was fun working lah. i mean eventhough it was raining like forever... at least the time goes by smoothly... the rain was neverending and we had no way to go out to entrance coz all the umbrellas were all gone. so we stayed inside to wait til hujan dah reda sikit. and this is what we do when we seriously have nothing else to do...
Shanker joined in after awhile... we took as many snapshots as we can. all the crazy ones!
well like i say before...
PEOPLE TEND TO DO NONSENSICAL THINGS WHEN THEY ARE BORED.
in this case, we were really bored!
ok, if you can guess who they are.
then you are really clever.
this is what we will do when closing time and also when there's a laptop webcam in front of us.

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6picture of the day sia!!

guess who is who kk. haha. even PMP took a picture. well he was forced to lah. me and jeyd pull him in. and his picture is one of the above.


what we could have been, 11:49 PM.
Friday, August 29, 2008

laziness is getting onto me. haha.
ok i haven't been updating this blog for a week now, because i'm lazy!

well firstly i got to wish these guys first.
A VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

26 August 2008
Fadzly's 17th Birthday.
Jangan pikir aku lupa yar.
Kawan aku sejak K1, tak kan boleh lupa nya..


27 August 2008
Iskandar's 20th Birthday.
Abang Cicak yang "terkenal" NOT.

didn't get to meet them to personally wish them. so there it is...


this whole week... i've been working hard. somehow&somewhere.
made new friends at the same time.
but everything is kind of the same as the days go by.

anyway there are so many plans made during bulan puasa.
help ibu jualan kuih... keje... sekolah... buat kuih raya... heheheeh.
OH YAR!? FASTING MONTH!! BULAN PUASAAAA!!!
ahahaa. gonna start soon... ermm... in 1 day time-which on monday! 1st September!
now i gotta enjoy the food while i can. or else, nanti dah puasa, selera makan pon hilang.
i seriously hope that this september fasting month can help me lose weight...
no more adik sapau. ahahahah.
siapasiape yang hutang, dah habis bayar balik lom? gahgahgah.

anyway, new environment, new people, new clothes. new hotstuffs. hehehe.
he's always there. i wonder who he is. who he really is? always working hard. always busy. hardly smile. but... ... ... ...

and and and school is also starting soon. next wednesday,still new class, new block, new people too-class w15a. saw the pictures of my future classmates. at least i know some of them already. hmm...

currently listening in to NEWS. not as in the news-news. but NEWS-japanese boyband. hahah.
not so sure about them because to me, they look new. so yeah. most of them are CUTEE!!
hahaaHOTTIEEhehehehe.
found them while watching MTV. they are not as good as TVXQ, but okok lah.
SHID, go check on them. your typooooo... ahahahaha.



PS/it's nerve wrecking!

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what we could have been, 5:36 PM.
Monday, August 25, 2008

OMG! OMG! OMG!
i'm freaking bored to the max sia!!!
holidays right now and i have nothing much to do.
ahhhh!!!!

i'm like wasting my time at home, doing nothing.
spending my time watching online movies/dramas.what a life?!

everyone's busy with their own stuff.
i want to go out but no companion is not fun.

worst still is i have no sense of direction...
camne nak kuar jalan sorangsorang kalau gini...hahahah.

i need $$$$$$!!! aiyohhh!! like people say... no $$$, no talk!

and and and i hate the internet connection at home!!!!!
it sucks to the max also!!


one day you wake up, knowing that you're the longlost granddaughter of a tychoon.within a split second, your life changes from a commoner's to a princess' life.
everything changes like immediately... ... ...

come on lah!
that will never happen!!

"you know the worst thing for a parent, second after losing a child?
is that watching your child head for the same life you had and you can't stop it."
(got it from a movie)

PS/i know you're out there somewhere. taking the same bus back home everyday.

what we could have been, 9:02 PM.
Sunday, August 24, 2008

friday

chinese tuition... fuyoh!! damn it's hard!!
seriously man! all the strokes that i need to remember.
OMG! kill me sia.
right now i'm wondering how all the chinese people writes a 300words composition.
it's difficult. like have to remember all the strokes, pattern and everything. and worst is that, if you miss one stroke, the whole thing means something different.
i mean same thing like malay spelling lah. tertinggal satu letter jek, bende dah maksod lain.
but i still prefer malay lah, only alphabets... hehe.

but what to do. i've started learning chinese and i have a very long way to go. damn!


sunday

korean tuition. seong sein nim just came back from korea. she holiday-ed there. awesome right?!
and she got all of us a little souvenier. cute one! anyway...
as the weeks past, the lesson becomes harder and harder. aiyoh!! same thing like chinese. all the strokes here and there. but i kinda like korean better. lidah berbelitbelit. fun thing to learn.

ara yo? and still i have a really long way to go...

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what we could have been, 11:47 PM.

pictures say it all. i miss those times. randomness.
i was clearing up all my documents, pictures, music and many other files when i came across all these old pictures... so freaking old... 2006... 2007... sayang sia nak delete ni sume. it takes up alot of space but whaever it is... it is still my memories...
so yeah... enjoy looking at them. feel free to laugh at them. coz some are quite funny.
the morning of art camp.
graduation day. us three. hari raya 07'. still hari raya (in my house)
haha! awesome jumpshot!!
no matter what people say. girls can still be 'monkeys'.
another day together...
another sad day... (adam khoo's)
bikers from no where...
love them to the max!!
still loving them...
I LOVE THEM ALOT!!!
that's my nephew. concentrating... cute or what?!
another nephew...

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what we could have been, 2:06 AM.

so here are all the photos that i owe...

from the chalet... to the swimming day...and some extra ones too...


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what we could have been, 1:39 AM.
Friday, August 22, 2008

good morning!

yesterday was fantastic. SWIMMING!! went to yishun pool with shid, jeyda, izyan, nina and syairah. eventhough she came only for 1 hour or so and went back early, at least she spent that time with us. well we had a splendid time. challenge here&there. all the stunts made. but most of the time we were laughing our ass out. we took alot of pictures. will post them asap alright.

baby pool.
medium pool.
deep pool.
all of them are equally fun, except that the deep pool is kinda scary lah.

its amazing when you see younger kids (age 5/6) swimming breaststroke, acoss the deep pool which very deep! they swam so steadily. they are short people swimming in deep pool and they can even reach the floor. they are amazingly good.

its been a long time since i swam.
and now i can feel my muscles aching badly...

so yeah, i had to go off early coz i got something on.
and it was tiring but i still have to go. no choice.
plush... japanese boys... closing... ahahahaha.
it was still good lah.

went back damn late.
slept damn late.
and here i am, just woke up...

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what we could have been, 1:38 PM.
Thursday, August 21, 2008

hello fellow earthlings.
today... ... ... ... was kinda funny.
i kinda got what i've always wanted. something so red!!

nextly everything was normal.
but how come everytime i'm in the MRT, i will fall asleep but in the bus i won't.
irritating but weird...

so yeah did what i always do.
same things to be done.
same music again and again. (shid now i know how you feel ;P)
clothes everywhere. (shid i still know how you felt ;p)

today was fun.
it's fun when there's people.
it's extremely boring when it's empty.

but but but i met this hot japanese boy. well he is a boy lah, his age is around 14/15 like that.
he have this very attractive features.
seriously lah...
kk just imagine a tanner Jaejoong's face with Junsu's hair(a little spike here&there) without the makeup with school uniform and have the height of Shidah(with smaller body).
ok i know its hard to imagine but this boy's image is in my mind. ahahahahh.
and i seriously wonder how he looks like when he grows up... HOT??

anyway today i was clumsy sia. stepped on hotstuff's feet. ahhh. kill me!
aku ni dah lah berat. i wonder what he thinks...
i was there, walking backwards, pulling the door behind me and poof! that happens...
he was standing there lah...

haha. and PMP is funny. my heart is still with digiphoto lah(NOT!)... k kidding!!
what i meant is the OLD digiphoto-zoo team...

and tomorrow is another new day, don't dread on today anymore.
SWIMMING!!!!! 10am...!

ok cheers!!

what we could have been, 12:05 AM.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

hmm... i think i want it to end here&now. cause seriously, people who are just supporting pon kene dengan kau. dorang tak pasalpasal kene. all those tags adalah bukti. so yeah.
i'm still not wrong, just stating what i know and letting people know about it doesn't kills you right.
so yeahahahaha. i'm just getting sick and tired of it.
at first it was fun&exciting, then it just becomes dull&boring because dah takde orang nak layan karena kau. macam ngadangada.
so this is where i put a big . (full stop)
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ok so, W34M CHALET WAS INDEED A SUCCESS!!!
it was AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME. can i repeat it again? AWESOME!!!!
i will elaborate more yar...

supposedly meet the others at 4pm, but i woke up veryvery late so i took my time to get ready.
i didn't know what to bring for the overnight lah cause macam first time gitu.
so i met up with Trena around 5plus, at pasir ris interchange.
i was very late...!
took the bus to costa sands resort and met up with Shamira&Hidayah&Nurez at Cheers.
i couldn't wait for the whole thing to start. walked with them to our chalet.
everyone was there!!! i missed them so much sia!!

we had short meeting... and thats when everything started!!!
bought the bbq pit, prepared the food...
even the rain doesn't destroy the chaoticness there.

once the fire started, chicken&hotdog&fishball&crabmeat&fish were everywhere.
COOKING!! i love cooking!! seeing the food from raw to cooked. woohooo!

once i'm done with cooking&eating, Janice came!! with durian puffs from emicakes.
it was delicious!! the durian is so rich. THANK YOU JANICE!!
she was like one of us. no wonder W34M love her to the max...!
but she went back early, because she got a baby to look after.
well well well, thats what mothers do.
hahahahaha.

so after the food and everything, we played soccer outside the chalet by on the road.
and guess what, just as the fun was getting better, security came and gave us a first warning.
ergh wth!! so we went in to rest and chill, cause Nurez is gonna go home soon.
and played concentration-chopchillichop, and thats when the security came in for the second time. come on lah dey?!!
we all were like,"we came to have fun leh, not getting warnings by you!"

so after Nurez went back, this time most of us went to the park to play soccer. and what time was it? erm... 2plus. played until around 4 like that. everyone was like very sweating&tired. all we wanted to do was to jump into the pool. but then we didn't want to get another complain sia. went back to the chalet and get all cleaned up cause the field was wet&dirty.

once we reached back, everyone took turns to bathe. by then everyone was like KO already.
but all i wanted to do was not to sleep at all and watched the sunrise. but then... instead of sunrise, we saw fire on the other side(might be another country burning)-can see the black thick smokes. but the morning breeze and the morning walk was awesome.

as soon as we came back, most of them were sleeping already... i couldn't sleep cause i got contact lenses on me so i cleared the place up, made ice, washed the cups. but then my eyes so getting heavier and heavier. no choice, i have to sleep.(time check 7.20am).

woke up at 9.40am, start packing my stuff cause i have to go home because of work lah. if got no work, i would have stayed on all through the 3days2nights. well well well...
i didn't want to wake everyone up so i quietly left the place... sleeeeep tight.

anyway 2days1night was still awesome!! FANTASTIC!! sleeping over was great yo.
thanks to Nurez everything went well&smoothly.

PS/pictures will be up soon... as soon as i get it from Shamira yeah... as for another outing, keep me updated aites... love you all...
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dear girlfriends,
we have a swimming date on thursday.
so bring your swimming outfits and energy on that day.
i can't wait!!!
another day of enjoyment.
love
Zul.

what we could have been, 7:36 PM.
Sunday, August 17, 2008

senang senang korang tunggu sampai korang kene buang keje lah ehk.
"You're FIRED!"
(chey macam cerita the apprentice sia)
nak berbual depandepan pon... mulut aku kan BUSUK-nanti kau pengsan.


work was fun. just a little tiring.
i really wish singapore is freezing cold. the sun is really killing me.

so tomorrow is W34M CHALET.
and and and i can't wait!! can't wait!! can't wait!!
time to let my brain enjoy and not think about these people&work.
LET'S ENJOY!!!

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what we could have been, 11:55 PM.




mustafa centre is the bomb, i guess...
i'm not refering to the banglas or whatever there is there lah.

i totally forgot to update about it. sorriah.
ahaha. ok, so me jeyd shid fiera went there on thursday.
we had plans to buy things there, i'm not refering to food lah.
i mean other things, like bag, pants etc.
but somehow the only things that we found there was food.

coolios. all the things there are awesome&cheap. it was fun shopping there.
eventhough it was freaking crowded, but it was still fun...

i wanna go there again and do big groceries shopping!! just wait till my next pay.
yeahahaahahaha.

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what we could have been, 1:22 AM.

Dear ibu,
HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
you're the awesome-est mother ever!
you're the fiercest, strongest, frightless mother i have!
you've been there for me all these 17 years, looking after me, making sure that i'm satisfied.
especially when i need you the most during the results, you were there holding me tight, making sure i don't break down.
eventhough you are tired, you still work hard to earn money to bring us up.
thank you very much.
i promise to work hard and pay back all your hard work.
remember all those promises i made to you about the future...?
i will work hard towards them.
no matter what, i still love you the most.
seriously ibu, you have to stay healthy.
cause i don't know how my life is without you.
love
your daughter zulaiha
ok so it was ibu birthday, and guess what... without ancik telling me about it, i would have totally forget about it. like OMG-well i've alot on my mind lately. ahahah. last minute plannings yarr...

so went to beachrd, jalanjalan. then headed to marinasquare, find something for ibu present. i thought of getting a nice top but then i scared too tight for her. so i went to a shoe shop, buy her a pair of nice flats, that goes well with her hariraya bajukurung this year. got it?!

ok. so the plan is.... erm... actually i started coming up with the idea on the way to meeting ancik. after his work, we went to a 24hour HANS to get her a cake.

me&ancik nak step macam lupe ibu nye birthday, thats why we came back home late.
around 12.30, we sat at the stairs to lit the candles and prepare everything lah. we jnow that by now, ibu must be sleeping. so we opened the door, went to her room together with abang and ayah. woke her up with the dim lights of the candles, she was shocked. she's so cute lah. ahaha.

she blew her candle and there goes her 45th birthday... tua nye mak aku. ahaahha.

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what we could have been, 12:58 AM.

Ladies and Gentlemen,
THIS IS MY BLOG.
THANK YOU.
I WRITE WHAT I THINK.
Zulaiha

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what we could have been, 12:56 AM.
Friday, August 15, 2008

seriously right now i'm freaking pissed.
lepas satu hal, lagi satu hal pulak happen. tak ke macam sial?!
argh!
k like in everyone BLOG, there will be this saying...
"if you're not happy, then leave!"
"you're not welcome here, please leave."

this is true! kalau kau tak happy when you read my posts, then jangan baca.
close the page. ignore it.
kalau my posts seriously pissed you off, JANGAN BACA TERUS, or or or, JANGAN MASOK PON AKU NYE BLOG.
what i write here is for those who wants to know what is going on out there, or what i think.
bukan aku nak kacau kau lah sial, but there is a limit to my tolerance. so back off lah...!

argh!!!!
you sensitive piece of JUNK!!!

seriously kalau sesiapa terasa jugak, then i've done my part.
biarlah rahsia.

i just came back from there, when i received a call.
i have my own share of problems lah sial.
results are the same, no matter what, it is still the same.
have to meet Dt.J. again in 6 months to get some updates.
i'm tired thinking about my own problems... cause there is noone to solve it for me.
this thing just wont change or stop.

so dear ibu,
please stop hoping.
no more wasting money can?
it just won't change.
there is no such thing as miracle.
yours sincerely,
your daughter.

PS/siapa makan chilli, die lah yang terasa pedas nye. i've no comment...

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what we could have been, 3:31 PM.
Monday, August 11, 2008

one bloody screwed up bitch, i guess.
well today i had to come down for 'spring cleaning'. it was awesome eventhough it was extremely hot&tiring. but i was determined to endure it! so yeah, there was a little bonding here&there. i'm starting to love the place a lot more. 5hr of cleaning&perspiring. fuhh!

after that i singgah to the zoo, for fun cause its too early for me to go back.
sampai jek, aku nampak this 3 malay-tak-boleh-make-it nye budakbudak kat situ. to me, its kinda strange cause its not always i see boys like them come to the zoo, so yeah. pelik giler. then i saw jeyda pulling iskandar(isk) away towards the toilet. so i msged jeyda asking her to meet me but somehow she's busy.

so i sit alone at normal place, thats when those 3 kentalans came to sit next to my table.
and thats when i heard them talking about isk and nisa.
"kalau aku nampak tu budak, aku bantai die abes2an!"

alamak, cam budak2 sia. why are people settling problems through violences. lame shit!

and thats when i figured everything out. well i'm not that slow you see. orang nak carik pasal kat zoo keper? i hate it when this happens. ergh! and as for me, one of them was like staring at me.
"Aper! Tak pernah nampak orang duduk sorangsorng keper?!"
all of sudden, they receive this call ( i think from nisa-she telling them about isk's appearance)
so they hurried off with their UGLY kepaks. badan dah lah sekeping. ahhaha. so yeah, when they came back but luckily, there keepers sitting there. so they sit at the opposite table. and that freaking ugly guy just continued staring at me. seriously, at that moment i felt like balling his eyes out!

then PMP came to me, and i was like pulling him to talk at one corner. when i spoke malay, the 3 kentalans were shocked.
"well i guess you guys thought i'm chinese right? suckers!!! ahahaha!!"

me samsiah PMP talked about settling the problem, PMP went off to talked to them while i went to talked to isk.

ok so here's the story... hot topic of the day.
apparently this is what i heard lah, PMP told isk to tell nisa to do entrance with him, and not do birds with shikin. but nisa was stubborn, so isk macam tengking kat die gitu. and she cannot take it, and msg isk abt lelaki sial blahblahblahbullshit-fikir kau siaper (you know lah). and somehow i think she called her bf. and they came down (remember the 3 matrips-yeah thats them), finding for isk-nak bantai lah konon.

well this is bullshit. personal stuff and you bring it to work. fuck it lah!
personally i hate it when people bring personal matters to work and find trouble.

and seriously nisa, to tell the truth, by doing this, you just made alot of people hate you more.
everyone out there who are observing ang looking at from afar is hating you, so yeah...
digi people, keepers, outsiders... haish.....

dear shikin(siape makan chilli, die lah terasa pedas),

andandand for you if you mess with F, you just messed with FAT. you shit. go read your own blog and better erase it. she already warned you, so better do it bullshitter.
what more do you want?? and yeah...
WE WERE HAPPILY ENJOYING THE KFC CHICKEN because it was awesome!!!
asal? jealous per tak dapat makan? bastards or what?!
oh yar, it is indeed the month of hungry ghost. so be careful jelah ehk.
mane lah tau..........

OMG! youaresuchawhimpo.
yours sincerely,
ZUL!

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what we could have been, 9:06 PM.

ok so lets begin with friday 080808(nice date).


so yeah, it was a day where everyone of us make a date.
eve of National Day&Enterprise Day...

planned a date with my girlfriends. met up at YSS, to take my testimonial and walk around lah. but i woke up late, so by the time i reached YSS, enterprise day has ended. ahahah. so i kinda miss everything. malah, jeyda, shid, tyra were there already. nina, izyan were kinda late. after that everyone including nana(adik) went to northpoint to catch up.

and seriously i really miss them!! and love them to bits&pieces.
ate at foodcourt... talk talk talk&crap crap crap. we are all indeed the nonsensical bunch.
after that we all made up a last minute plan. BOWLING!!
ahahaha. it was awesome and seriously it was my first time.
and spending my first time bowling with them is awesome!
"aku akan ingat itu sume!"
my first fall = my first strike!
dear ladies,
let's make a point that we meet up on certain days to bowl, hang out and anything.
i love spending time with you girls. and i love you all!
yours sincerely,
Zul

well after all those fun&exciting time, me and jeyda had to go to a meeting. ergh! somehow i dreaded going to such meetings. such a booooring and loooong one. and in addition, all the Fwords will come out. seriously i wasnt looking forward to it at all.

PMP was pissed so he was venting his anger on us. whatever!
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saturday 090808...

is actually a day that im supposed to stay at home and spent time with my family. and watch the NDP at home. but.... i had to work. i had to force myself to work to earn $$$. public holiday, so the pay higher is a bit.

hey to tell the truth, i go to work for the sake of the $$&friends there, not for the sake of politics&other shit or management crap.
but work was fun, most of us were there.
klah whatever, i dont want to explain about it much further.
so day&night i work. work hard. but i still enjot it alot.
and gosh! i have alot of things to buy from that shop.

went back home bloody late. around 1am. aishhhh! im so dead beat. damn tired!! and next day have to work again. PMP forcing people to work even when i told him that i got tuition.

but hey, get used to it already lah. new staff. old staff. whatever.
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sunday 100808
another of lack of sleep.

anio! supposed to go to work. but.....heheheheheheh.... no point of me going to work halfday, and leave at 1pm due to tuition, like waste of time sia.
so i msged PMP, "i cant come, my tutor made the tuition early, 9am. sorry."
hahah.

what a msg. he replied back some stupid long winded msg. an apology one.

ok forget about that already, so i went to tuition with Ancik, andandand i learn alot of new things. i was still freaking tired.
met up with sera&kinne for basketball, OMG! i miss those girls. i mean when we were talking about the times in primary school, we were laughing at ourselves. ahahahahah.
syarfa, nurul, mardhiah etc... ah gosh!
and i was supposed to for ****, but last minute no need. so what the hell...
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ok Zul, just bare with for these 3 weeks of holiday. just push yourself!! i can do it! after these 3 weeks, you can rest. work hard, aim high! jiayo!! just dont fall back...

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what we could have been, 9:08 AM.

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im turning 19 at the end of the year. many call me zul. but actually, i'd rather be called leha. im pretty tall for my height which makes me and Yunho very compatible. a pity G-Dragon's short. but, height doesn't matter. preferable Wooyoung/Taecyeon. i can always have scandals right?

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