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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
1 whole month of fasting has officially ended.
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.
TO ALL THE MUSLIMs OUT THERE.
enjoy your lebaran. & don't grow fat please.
take care.

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what we could have been, 11:09 PM.
Monday, September 29, 2008

sometimes it's really not fair when you see someone buying something expensive without even working hard for it.
just handing over pile of notes to the cashier, passing their credit/atm cards to them.
entering their pin without even thinking if they will have enough money for the next few days.
but when they are out of cash, mommy and daddy are the first people they will try to pujok.
haishhh... there are so many people like this out there.

i hate it when i go windowshopping and happened to see young girls shopping in shops that i don't dare enter. jealous lah sia. so ergh!
they don't even need to work belardy hard for it and they get it easily.

life is so unfair. life is a bitch.


PS/promise myself not to talk about korean stuff to her. **** to the max.

2 more days to HariRaya!!
coolios!!!
i want to have a total change sia. this is what i'm thinking about-crazy to the max.
dye my hair totally RED.
pierce there.
hahah. kecoh per ZUL!!
dye sudah beli. cume mau berani jer.
confirm kecoh sia sume. especially my aunts.

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what we could have been, 11:01 PM.

annyonghaseyo.

kk work has been the bomb lately.
i mean i had all the freedom to walk around.
do you know why? because there's like no customers in my shop at all.
it'll be a freaking miracle if someone enters and buy something from there.
haha. since i have all the time in the world, i walked around.
disturbing people.. especially Kusum&Derrick.
its fun to disturb them when they're alone in their own shops. haha.

but i did help them also lah. i helped to increase their sales lah sia.
instead of increasing mine, i did that. there's nothing i can do about it.

there wasn't alot of guests lah.
it might be the F1. they must have pulled all the guests away.
the place is practically empty.
i mean there's like a few indians here&there.
locals who have no money to F1.
caucasians who prefer animals to cars.
ahahaha.
well that must be reasons right.

hmm. i told ibu about my decision, at first she agreed but then... she changed her mind.
i mean its not as if i'm not return back the money right... it's still called borrowing mah.
tsk. haish... ancik found out what i want to do... well he was against it, he suggested that i do other things and not that because it's not worthy. tsk tsk tsk. i can't turn back time. i've already done a part of it. just need to complete it. haishoooo.
this sucks.

tell me something that doesn't suck in this world??

tuesday... and wednesday... HARIRAYE ALREADY.
i seriously have no mood to celebrate it.
i just want to work and not think about it at all.
part minta maaf ni sume, its getting on my nerve. hmmph!


PS/can i go on my own way?

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what we could have been, 12:49 PM.
Sunday, September 28, 2008

SARANGHEYO.

Yeah!(Love is pain)
Dedicated to my broken-hearted people
One's old a flame(Yeah)
Just scream my name(Damn)
And I'm so sick of love song (song)
Yeah, I hate damn love song (song)
Momento of ours

Gojimar!

The nights late and rain has just started to come down
I curse you back into my memories and now
No more options are left for me to go
I told myself I didn't need your bull and so
More hatred submerges my flow
So tightly my handgun chooses to blow
It's bull; no person has hurt me like you
And so forget about the hurtful past (Got cheated, ya)
No happiness can be found in within my heart
Got me crying softly in the rain
Got me hurting like a sharp pain

Yeah you got me, you beat me
Even then it wasn't enough for you to hurt me
You always hated me, You always wanted me
More or so you knew, I'll be right there

I'm so sorry but I love you like a damn fool
Even if you lied to me there's always forgiveness
I'm so sorry but I love you more than ever
Hand me your cruel and bloody heart
Now tear apart our memories
I'm so sorry but I love you like a damn fool
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry)
But I love you (I love you more, more)
I'm so sorry but I love you not like your lies
Tone down my empty broken heart
Now give me what I really want

Dedicate this song to you cause I know you feel there ain't no way (no way)
(No ones gonna know this song's meaning)
By myself, alone I'll be the one who knows this song's heart
Couldn't ever hold on more to gold and name

Holler over, get yourself cover
Found a letter, ain't made me feel better
Our breakup notice darkened my solace
So tell me what should I do to forget?
(More than ever, I cannot just let you go)
No, that's just cheating; since I'm clinging, you 'outta feel guilty

I'm so sorry but I love you like a damn fool
Even if you lied to me there's always forgiveness
I'm so sorry but I love you more than ever
Hand me your cruel and bloody heart
Now tear apart our memories
I'm so sorry but I love you like a damn fool
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry)
But I love you (I love you more, more)
I'm so sorry but I love you not like your lies
Tone down my empty broken heart
Now give me what I really want

You said we could make it
But it was just another lie you sold(DROP THAT BIT)
I can't forget you, my baby
Even after all your those lies you're still a part of me yeah
I hope the scars that I gave you when we split will have healed
I'm am so sorry I didn't give you much more hey

I'm so sorry but I love you like a damn fool
Even if you lied to me there's always forgiveness
I'm so sorry but I love you more than ever
Hand me your cruel and bloody heart
Now tear apart our memories
I'm so sorry but I love you like a damn fool
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry)
But I love you (I love you more, more)
I'm so sorry but I love you not like your lies
Tone down my empty broken heart
Now give me what I really want



totally the english version of Lies by BigBang.
like people say, it's easy to get addicted to these songs.
i'm even singing this to myself when i'm at work.
i can mouth the words out when i listen to this song.
yeahahaha.
it's just an awesome song.


anyway, gdragon serious catches my eyes. haha. shid got seungri(eeee).
gdragon is like ..........
watch this video and tell me that he's cute.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0HOwoUXRWk
awesome!! the korean version of This Love by Maroon 5.
kk tata my lovers.

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what we could have been, 1:43 AM.
Friday, September 26, 2008

so here they are... the pictures that i owe.such a reunion. the day we BREAK FAST TOGETHER.
19th September 2008
impesonations of mat-reps. but tak menjadi.
i look damn fat.
finally... a picture with everyone in it.

AND the food FATs ate on that day. fuyoh right?!



MY BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY.
20th birthday.

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what we could have been, 10:33 AM.

well yesterday, i didnt really go to school. went there with the FATs and aim.
kinda fun.
eventhough i've gone to that place every single time lah.
it's like we got tonnes of privillages there.
we went to watch all the shows there.
roam here&there. basically everything are the same.
going there again&again = knowing the place very well. haha.

read shid's blog.
cute driver boy keper? hahah.
don't fall for your friends' crush keper? hahah.
that is so true. LOL.

well. it was a sunny day, hot day, and wearind black is not advisable sia.
we were promised to take the ride. but then... totally jani melayu. busy lah orang tua tu.
haha. so we were like waiting&waiting until i fall asleep at the station.
well actually i was freaking tired, adding to it i'm sleepy. so yeah.

andandand, i had to work somemore. shit. haha. i got no energy to smile at all.
after breaking fast, i was like a living corpse standing in the shop.
too tired. i KO-ed, once i reached home.


PS/it rained in the morning...

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what we could have been, 9:13 AM.
Thursday, September 25, 2008

guess what? i'm already interested in new korean bands. haha.
gosh! well there's SHINee, U-Kiss & BigBang.
thanks to shid and eunice. i just got myself hooked to their songs sia.

BigBang's HaruHaru.

U-Kiss's Not Young.SHINee's something something Replay.right now HaruHaru is playing on and on in my mind. haha. koreanfans... just agree with me that all of them are HOT. ahemm.

except for some lah. i just don't agree that they have looks. hahaha.


shidah!! can i have JONGHYUN??! haha. you have KEY leh. >__<


but still Suju and TVXQ are top ones in my list. heheheh. <3<3<3<3<3

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what we could have been, 9:40 AM.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i did something bad.
i feel guilty and regretful.
and now i dont know if i should just continue with it or not.

i signed up for something that uses money. and right now i'm freaking broke. bloody hell.
i cant turn back time now. if i tell people, they will say i'm stupid.

well that's life you see. tend to fall into traps easily. thats me. haish...
naive.

should i tell ibu? should i tell ancik? ancik keeps pestering me to tell him what's going on but...
i scared sia. this thing i'm doing will benefit me but wash out my cash.

this is totally stupid of me. doing things without thinking much. and now....
if can refund, nevermind but... ergh!! shit sia.

i want to tell ibu but i scare she yell at me for wasting money.
she has always wanted me to save and buy a camera... but.... ANIO!!

i need to tell someone about this. i need advise. but who to tell.
coz i know all the replies will be the same.

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what we could have been, 12:07 PM.

first of all, i would like to SITI SAIYIDAH a happy 17th birthday.
dah tua sia gemok ni. seriously i hope you liked the night of cake-smashing. haha.
may all your wishes and dreams come true. but don't ever think about meeting SHINee. righteous. to this fat babe, take care and don't take drugs. HAHA!
eng el cuka hamida! <3


ok so how did this cake-smashing-face happened?
i will start from the beginning.
well the plan was to shock shidah.

so plan = meet up at night safari to break fast together at Bongo. macam biase jugak
behind-the-scenes = me&fiera meet up first to get the cake, keep the cake one side first.
where is it kept? somewhere over the rainbow.

after that we all sat down at Bongo, the normal place.
Ron, Shid, Jeyd, Fiera & me, order bende same... Staff nuggets please...
so yeah, we were not only eating staff nuggets lah but there's cheesy chicken and spicy calamari.
guess what, half way through our dinner, i kena rashes. mcm siak.
it started with my neck, then it moves up to my cheeks, slowly it went to my hands&arms.
fcuk sia. like irritating lah. i was scratching like beruk sia.
am i allergic to calamari? i have no idea. it was my first time eating that lah.


so... yeah. after that we all went to take the tram. ahah. busy planning everything on the tram sia. then we got off the tram at east lodge. left shid alone there while we went to the 'toilet'. it was funny when everything wasn't organized at all. last last, me & fiera ran back to the entrance. RUN!! caught up with the tram and everything. got the cake and prepared the candles. we hid behind Bongo while they sat outside. slowly we went out to surprise shid. haha. you guys should have seen the look on her face. OMG-what's-going-on?

funny. and and and the best part is... shid got smacked in the face with the leftover of the cake. AWESOME! hahahaha. i didnt do anything, just sit back and laugh at her. her face like want to cry sia.

shid. first time kan? hahaha. that's your birthday treat. hwawawa.anyways, hope you enjoy the night alot. whatever it is, can i have jonghyun? hahahahahahah. sempat sia.

a night to be remembered indeed. love you guys.

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what we could have been, 9:08 AM.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008


totally hot people. haha.
i mean this is the latest single from TVXQ 4th korean album.
MIROTIC.


i totally love yunho hairstyle. to me, his is the best lah. next is jaejoong, eventhough i still prefered his long hair. xiah's one is an okok one. as for changmin, this time...his hair is acceptable. but yuchun's hair is so eeeeee. like whassup with the hairstylist. that hairstylist must have hated him alot, thats why his is like the ugliest.

well at least their song is awesome. so FUYOH! i mean they are hotstuff sia. showing of their hot bods all over the MV. i can't wait for this album to come out. i'm thinking of buying it. hehe. gues what i checked about their album on the internet, there's like 300,000 pre-order of the albums. bish...! its coming out in japan on 28th september o8. soon.....

kk im done talking about them for now... haha.

fasting is gonna be over in 7days!! and i havent miss one day yet. not yet. ending part maybe. 7 more days and guess what... i havent prepare anything for Hari Raya yet sia. no cookies. no cakes. no curtains. no everything. ONLY BAJU RAYA!! well my family is the last minute type, so yeah. just wait and see on the night of Hari Raya. we all will be rushing everywhere to get everything done.

PS/im still waiting for the pictures.

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what we could have been, 9:16 AM.
Monday, September 22, 2008

WORK IS FUN!
i mean that at least i get to slack abit (NOT abit but ALOT). haha.
kk so saturday, i had to stay at the totally no big-aircon shop that always make me feel so claustrophobic. too much of everything.


luckily the supervisor wanted me to do closing at Cshop.
i totally love that shop.
a place for me to chill. hahah. eventhough many people complain that Cshop is freaking boring.
but somehow to me, it's like a place for me talk things out where there is complications.
i hear about things there, i talk about things there. hmmm.
well i'm getting attached to that shop.


in addition, closing at Cshop is totally easy. EASIER sia. compared to other shops. haha.
at least there, i can do it peacefully.

then after closing, something happened. well a colleague of mine pulled down the shutters without putting the skeleton on. then everything got stuck. had to stay back. luckily Ancik fetching. waited for some people that needs to be send home. anyway roaming around in the north area is fun. especially with Ancik.

sahur is never fun.


sunday, had to wake up early eventhough i slept at 3am.
ibu was like,"tolong ayah lah. angkat barang. ayah nak antar kek sume."
so i was like pulling myself off the bed. eergh!
quickly bathe. and bring down all the things that need to be delivered.

me = delivery girl (day time)

so yeah. luckily take car, if not...
send everything already, me and ayah passed by geylang for abit.
that place is like infested with people. so many sia.

all the way back home, i slept in the car. hah...
i dreamt of going to KL with my girlfriends. haha. what a dream sia.
went there shopping. with Ancik as the driver. and Abang with jai they all at the back. following us. without any parents. cool or what.
anyway that was one of our plans also lah.
but don't know if happen or not.


so went to work again. people asked me, you're not tired ah? everyday work. somemore got school. just don't fall sick.
haha. i'm getting used to juggling work and school. tough but i can take it.


anyway. tuesday is another day of breaking fast outside. haha. another gathering...
coolios.


k bye people.


PS/shid, i'm in love with kibum but not that kibum.

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what we could have been, 9:25 AM.
Sunday, September 21, 2008

i wanna talk about my FRIDAY (19 September 2008)!!

to start this off, i would like to say that... thanks girls for making another memorable night.
i love you all... ;D


kk well, friday's plan was to meet up to break fast together. at cineleisure.

so me, jeyd and shid met up first because we had something to do at the bank. then we took a freaking long bus ride to far east plaza (veryvery long, i slept throughout thr journey there). no wonder shid didnt want to take the bus. haha.

so we walked walked and walked. kind walking with no arah tujuan. i mean after we went to the spca booth, everyone kinda changed our minds. the things there was nice, very interesting but the price of the things is sooo not muai... so we gave it a miss and headed for cineleisure.

the motive of going there is to the shop that sells korean, japanese etc stuff that have to do with artists. but then we were searching for the shop from level to level. but later we found out that the shop no longer exists yar. since we had like 1hr 30mins more... we crapped at the level6, i mean, we sat there and took nonsensical pictures of each other. watched trailers of upcoming movies. seriously we had nothing to do. movies that we all want to watch MamaMia, HighSchoolMusical3 & OhBaby. next outing! movie marathon. hahah. i mean it lah sia.

kk so around 6.45pm, we went to the this korean no. 1 chicken restaurant. haha. at first thought that it was this chicken rice shop (something like sakura-not the buffet one). but skalik different one. so we reserved 8places for us girls. by the time buker, everyone arrived. we quickly order the food. HOT HOT DRUM with GOLDEN FRIES & COLESLAW. seriously i feel fat now. the food was awesome lah sia. i mean eventhough it looked like ayam masak merah (korean style), i can smell the dry chillis in it. a very strong smell indeed. and the taste... pedas nak mampos. well i'm not a spicy eater, so that dish was like fraking spicy for me.

kk so after we all went to dont know where lah. walk here, walk there. until we found a nice place to sit. beside takashimaya. in front of the lion. everyone was enjoying themselves. playing games, making people stress, thinking about the answers... many more lah. well like every other fun nights, it still have to end lah. by 10.30pm, everyone plans to go back.

but then... still having fun, we all came up with a plan. in order to celebrate everyone birthday, we plan a day of picnic and fun. it was so kecoh lah to write down/take down the notes for the upcoming picnic which will only happens in DECEMBER. so yeah, we came up with so many ideas.what to bring, what to wear. DRESSCODE..!

but right now, all you girls have to do is to do some research on our chosen dresscode aites.
2 mths or so... be prepared! im sure we're gonna have the hell load of fun there.
sort of party for us. (excited sia aku!!)

so yeah, went back home... even after a few minutes separated, i miss them all.


FYI/we did take alot of pictures. but i'll upload it asap after i get them from shid kk.

PS/lets do it again.

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what we could have been, 2:16 AM.
Friday, September 19, 2008

good morning!!
yesterday was okok lah. the shop was flooded with Japanese students lah sia. the queue was neverending. luckily it wasn't me doing cashier. if not... kecoh habis nye.

so yeah. today's plan is so ON! girlfriends day out!!! dress to impress. haha. i seriously can't wait to meet them. break fast together with them for the first time this year. yeah! after that, we will the most chaotic bunch ever. hah. right...
I CAN'T WAIT!! 5.30 is when everything begins... woohooo!!!

so ok. TGIF lah sia. school and work tiring me out. haven't gotten any rest at all. luckily today and tomorrow not working. i gave away my shift to someone who wants to work. more new staff sia. and guess what, i've been working there longer than i've expected. haha. coolios.
i want to rest!
i want to sleep!
i want to eat...
;D

klah klah. im bored. haha. seriously bored.

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what we could have been, 10:21 AM.
Thursday, September 18, 2008

well. hello people.

guess who i saw when i was at work yesterday.
Michelle Chia with her BF and her parents.
haha. kk actually they went to the shop lah. firstly i have no idea who that is lah. i only recognize the guy, he was wearing straw hat with a plain white T with bermudas. like slack type lah. he went into the shop with a lady, i couldn't recognize her (like people say when artists are on-screen and off-screen, they tend to look different... so yeah. when she came in, she was talking to her mother, browsing through the figurines.

firstly she's freaking hot lah. i mean on-screen, she looks normal but in real live, she looks totally different. very little makeup on, black spagetti-straps with a long skirt and slippers. she wears so slack but she still looks nice. hah.

secondly she's kinda friendly. she's pretty lah. like when she smile at me. she's kind lah. i mean the way she talks to her mum and dad.

thirdly when i serving her, i gabrah. haha. like nervous like that. first time serve an artist mah. face to face. and guess what, i ran away to the shop and ask Fizah to serve her because i couldn't swipe her card.

so yeah. such an experience. but more to come... ... ... hahaha.

and Ancik kembang habis. because he was like the usher for them. right...

PS/how i wish i can grow thin in a split second. hah. dream on ZUL!

thirdly

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what we could have been, 9:20 AM.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Super Junior!!

time for a different thing lah ehk. everytime talk about my life, can be very xian lah.
kk let us just wash our eyes with cute korean guys. lots of them.
SuperJunior, JaeHee, TVXQ. got alot more lah, its just i didn't really get the names.
yeahahahaha. they are HOT yo!

actually to tell the truth, i wasn't interested in korean guys until Syarfa sort of introduce me to sappy korean dramas.
then slowly (it takes a long time), guess what its kind of a drug.
so addictive lah sia.
drama after drama after drama.
due to that, i got drawn to Jae Hee. cute or what?!
i've watched all the dramas he acted in, and guess what, he's a good cry-er.
he can cry well man!

as for TVXQ, they were introduced to me by Arisa.
i was like,"arisa, do you have any albums from any non-english bands or anything?"
that was when i got tired of listening to english songs, kind of random lah at that moment.
she was like," yah! i have TVXQ cds... they are the hottest korean boyband."
haha. she lend me the cds, at first i wasn't really that hooked. until i watched them perform and eveything. so yeah. until now...
they are totally HOT.
they are awesome lah.
they can dance, act, sing. hmmm.
TVXQ. hot or what? photoshoot for their upcoming album.

totally coolios lah. a boyband of 13 people. fuyooh right. alot right? but there have separated into sub-group lah. but still under SUJU. still they are hot lah sia!! to the max. ahahaha.the first person to talk about this is Sera. she was hooked onto them. haha. she liked donghae lah. at that time i didn't really give a damn about SUJU because there was TVXQ. sera was talking on and on about it. but recently, i don't know why, i just love them. haha. it started with me searching for movies to watch on crunhyroll.com. then suddenly got this movie from SUJU. attack of the pin-up boys. thats when i started to like them. kind of hot. and when they dance, its like ----- hahah. wow to the max!!

so yeah. im just spending my free time learning korean language all by myself... through what? through watching KDramas. hahah. catch those dialogues. browsing through pictures. alot of pictures.

and each time me and shid saw their cds in a shop, we would atart argueing! who is who!! kecoh kan?! kate perempuan mah. we will shriek when we see TVXQ cds. so yeah. kind of normal for korean fanatics.

well this have to stop yo! i can go on and on and on till forever talking about all this things. kk so i'll be back to talk about other crap...

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what we could have been, 8:54 AM.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008


this blog has been ------------ for a moment...
i'm getting kind of bored lately. BORED!

kk... school and work has been draining my whole energy.
i can't help it. i really need sleeeeeeeep... everyday i reach home at 1.30am... do freaking RJ. then i sleeeep. oh goodness.

k people ask me why i work at night if i'm so tired already...?
the answer is simple i need $$$.
not only me... but ibu and ayah also.

seriously if money falls from the sky, i will be so bloody glad.



anyway school has been great lah. the class is always filled with laughter... hmm.
so the next few weeks will be quite kecoh yar. hmm...


after ibu finish her baking, time for me to start baking... MY TURN!!
yeahahahaha! need to start changing curtains, cushion cases, i mean everything lah.
obviously lah... kate Hari Raya mah.

future plans = buker luar, buker luar, buker luar... hwawawa.
i seriously cannot wait until Friday... such a nice gathering yo!!

but before that have to work work work. coolios...
kk at least i said something right.. i mean after a few days on --------- so yeah.
its good enough.


PS/are you trying to talk to me when you came into the store room?

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what we could have been, 10:13 AM.
Thursday, September 11, 2008

Digiphoto Zoo team... totally incomplete.
girls have the hell of a time.
PMP, me, Jimmy.
remember the first batch of interviewers?!crapping in a cab.
busy woman eh...?
DIGIPHOTO CHALET 100908 IS THE BOMB.
and i can keep repeating to myself i had alot of fun.
i mean it! actually i didnt want to go, but luckily shid force me to go.
went to the zoo immediately after school, meet up with shid there.
and off we went to the ferry point bungalow 2. we headed off first because nak temankan jeyd buker puasa. took a cab there. by 7.30, we start eating first.. CHICKEN & FISH.
talk, gossip, crap, laugh. nonsense we are.

wah!! the food is totally awesome.

by 7.45pm, everyone arrived by transport. as soon as everyone were there, we started camwhoring. more food started to be cooked. people had to 'queue up' for the food. right...

the cute part is when it comes to prawns. PMP was fast. extremely fast. but he was sweet lah, peel off the shell of all the prawns for everyone to eat. then he talked about the future plans of zoo digiphoto. inside the retail shop. hmmm.

so we were having lots of fun. until Aan & PMP planned something funny to hantam Jimmy. hahah. well they all were like pulling some girls into the room, act like we kena disturb by them lah. shouting & screaming for help. then when everyone's already inside, we took a group picture. thats when Jimmy kena whack by the guys. it was totally unpredictable. ahahah.so yeah. evidence is totally there.

after that everyone gather in the living room to watch jeritan sepi. and whoa! totally engross into it. everyone were like,"ek! don't off the tv uh!!! please uh! no no! i wanna that part!!"
they were pleading when Jimmy just pull the plug.
so they planned a game. so first time lah. never once during a chalet like this, they held a game. firstly everyone was separated into groups. team name RAWBO, team leader SERI. we all totally rocks lah. a funny and energetic bunch. there were me, shid, seri, nurul, shikin, faiz, iman. we were rocking. from making up a guy to turn into a girl, to treasure hunting to musical chair. abang sachok rules in chairs. totally win it.

for the results, SPARTANS came in first, second was RAWBO, and last was THE GREATS. the last team ahd to do a forfeit sia. and when the best part came, again Jimmy was involve in it. hehe. he had to be wrapped up with printing ribbon like a mummy. had alot fun doing it yo!"vent your frustations into it"
so soon it was already time to go back home. took last few pictures together. and thats when all the taxis came. haish. again... the night ended so fast.
BUT STILL WE ALL HAD A HELL LOT OF FUN YOO!!

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what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008


ok. so yesterday's lesson was freaking boring to the max. basic sciences is never my best module.
i can die in my chair just to wait till the module to end. cannot tahan already. this is only the beginning sia. 1 week over. 15 more to go. DIE!

but other than that, everything was fine.
my new class is cool bunch. a funny bunch.
same as W34M.
eventhough the guys love CS so much, but when you see them play, you can laugh your ass out.

as for yesterday's team was awesome. so funny!!
during presentation, we were laughing more than talking. ahaha!!
we had a class convo. topic is "criticise your facilitator who have a bad accent!"
well at least i can see that everyone is talking to everybody.

rushed to work like mad girl.
i had to iron my top, which i hate to the max.
then Lina told me that i had to do opening which also means i had to do closing also.
i mean learn how to open the counter and all the other stuff.
my job for the day, take care of one cashier-counter and incharge of plush.
fuhhhh! this is so difficult.
there are so many things to remember, do and prepare before customers come.

"GOOD EVENING! IS THAT ALL? ALRIGHT. THAT'LL BE $$$. THANK YOU!"

ooohhh.
buker puasa mcm biaser jugak.

then do counter again. i tried to escape alot of times, but kena called back. hehe.
Ekeen wanted to have a test on me. she acts a troublesome customer.
and me, i had to handle her. serve her nicely. wth. she was making funny faces and everything.
luckily Serene helped.

but doing counter, time passes very fast. freaking fast sia.
at 11.45pm, i had to start doing closing.
this closing is ALOT DIFFERENT from digiphoto's closing.
so many thigns to do. there's NETS, VISA, MASTERCARD... all these transaction to settle.
and so many buttons that needs to pressed at different time.


but i'm getting the hang of it. slowly slowly.

waited for transport, was the last one to be send home. haish.
timecheck : 1.15am
tired already. and RJ still not done. i was thinking of jumping onto my bed once i reach home.
but RJ lah sia!! crap-ness.


so yeah. right now my brain is tired. tired to the very max. i have alot to think.
to spend money or earn money?
go to chalet or work?
i think work is more important. but the chalet is like a farewell party.
ahhh.
work = lie again that i cant come last minute.
chalet = meeting everyone, spend money and go back home late.

if only $100,000 can fall from the sky and lands on my lap.
ibu needs it, ayah needs it.
everyone needs it. i feel so restless thinking about this!!

crap lah!

ibu said that ayah have made improvement. at least he's showing it. hmmm.
i wonder why. ringan sikit beban ibu.

PS/i'm tired. i hope everybody is doing fine.

what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008

first and foremost.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANCIK!
elder brother to the max. 20 years old and still think like a freaking child.
no matter he's the best brother ever. rock on aites!!

pictures will be up asap!

kk yesterday after school, i straight away went to buy his cake. all i had in mind was what kind of cake he will prefer. fruity? chocolatey? etc? went from one shop to another like mad person. went from four leaves to bengawan solo to breadtalk to prima deli. finally i bought a fruit cake with white chocolate everywhere at bengawan solo.

reach home, suddenly felt hot. slight fever lah sia. after break fast, i did RJ and took a nap before ANCIK reach home from attachment. took panadols like nobody business. ahh! they disturb my sleep. damn it.
Jai, Abang, Ibu, Ayah, me were like blow the candles now lah!! wait for u for so long already!! ayah gave him a watch, not just any other watch but those bapak bapak nye type of watch. haha!

couldn't go back to sleep. then had to wake up again for sahur. again ahhhh!
couldn't eat anything, no appetite. instead i felt like vomitting sia. ate bread and off to sleep yo!

today module is crappy. indian facilitator from nowhere.
she's so slow and getting on my nerves with her damn accent!!
everyone were like doing their own things, having a class convo like nobody business.
laughing and making her feel crappy to the max. haha. kk that sounds mean.

kk i'll be back with pictures aitos.

working today. opening. closing. fuhh!

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what we could have been, 9:19 AM.
Monday, September 8, 2008

Saturday, 6th September 2008

the morning was mundane. until work time. so yeah.
didn't go for digiphoto coz ayah told me to stay at home and help ibu buat kuih.
work was awesome. somehow lah.
eventhough break fast with Ekeen only, still it was fun crapping with her.
if you're wondering what i'm talking about... ask around... haha!
so yeah, i had to stay for closing, i mean to learn closing from Clarice.
well she took her time to teach me, coz she wants me to understand every single thing.
and as per normal, Wee Kiat keep bullying me since i'm a newbie. bloody basket!
he asked me to pull the shutters but then i've never done such a thing before.
crap sia. with that uniform, pulling shutters is the last thing to do. babat semua boleh nampak.

anyway, went back alone. luckily got transport provided.
they all made plans... to go out for a farewell supper for Joseph. hmmm.
should i go?


Sunday 7th September 2008
a sunday, another day of korean lesson. but this time the lesson was getting tougher and tougher due to more harder words.
'Mo La Yo' = i don't understand.

then seong sein nim brought korean food. there was kimpap, kimchi and many more.
but then... too bad... fasting mah, so we just can smell the food... ahahaha.

kk i left early coz i cant bare to sit there and just look at the rest eat. so yeah.
meet up with Syafa.
actually the plan is to break fast together with Syarfa and Sera.
but last minute Sera cant make it coz she had tonnes of essays to finish.
pity her to the max sey, she sounds so stress.

girl, its ok, we'll make another day after you're done with your exams and syar's prelims too.
so had to make another plan.
this time, me and syar followed zaida go book chalet at.... changi. so far!
kinda last minute abes nye. like suddenly i receive a call from zaida to temankan her.
luckily take taxi there. haha. i love it when you're inside the taxi with your girlfriends.
so chaotic. laughters everywhere!!

so yeah, we went to the nearest place that a bus can take us.
Tampines mall.
went to seoul garden to eat. treat syarfa coz she gets A1 for her malay olevels.

enak sekali makanan di situ. MUAI! so Hoisheee.... more more more..!! unlimited mah. so yeah...

oh yaa. forgot to say this, i bought myself a new watch. i took quite a freaking long time to choose lah.

choices were adidas red with gold metal buttons and rims-circular, adidas black with totally black buttons and buttons-normal one (totally want it but then... i had a similar one now so the girls were like dont but same one lah) and lastly g shock red - rectangular (totally red, metallic red)

and guess what i got the GSHOCK-GLIDE one!!! its awesome!! nice! totally red! kk so $125 was worth it lah sia. its on my hand now!!! woohooooo. hope it last long lah sia.

kk gtg. cinchaoz!! school is so ________!!!

PS/need to start saving. ibu needs it more than me.

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what we could have been, 9:05 AM.
Friday, September 5, 2008


yesterday was awesome.
kecoh abes nye. kinda cool when old people reunite.

okok let's start from the beginning. went off from school pretty early. met up with jeyda. went to beach road for awhile to get some stuff and took a pretty long bus ride that makes me sleeeeeeep. then had to rush to meet zzzzzooooo gang to break fast together. well thats the plan lah. i miss them so much. TO THE MAX!!

met up with everyone kat tempat lepak biasa = cck lot 1. there were ron, mclovin, aim, haziq, amir, fira, shid, jeyd & amir's friend. but azzy wasn't there. sick. so yeah. biler dah azan, semua buka minum air dulu. then we took quite a long time to decide where to eat. in the end FOOD CULTURE is where we get the stomach filled. crap alot there.

after that we went to the normal place to settle down on. that is when all the FUN begins! bloody FUNNY!

then helena joined us. more fun...!
BANG BANG BANG BANG! who die?!
all of us were laugh our ass out like nobody's buisness!!!!
well thats what they say, chaotic bunch.


ahhhh. went back at 1030. farewell people. i will see you guys when i see you!
seriously i didn't want the night to end that fast. too fast. went to our separate ways.
NORTH & WEST.
but overall the night ended pretty well...
=D

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what we could have been, 8:58 AM.
Thursday, September 4, 2008

good morning!!

well yesterday = school reopening (semester 2) = new class (w15A)

i really hoped that nothing goes wrong. and guess what, the first day was Maths&Computing!!
ahhhhhh!! something that i never really like at all sia! in the group, i wasn't much of a help but a hinderance there. keep asking for help...


i don't really know how to do it at all mah. and most of the time i was stoning instead of contributing. haishhhhh... no matter how many times i read the problem statement, nothing goes into my head-i don't understand a single thing yo!!


KILL ME!!

the presentation went okok lah. i didn't really know what to explain so talk cock lah...
that what i'm good at it. so yeah...
after had to rush off... got work to do. tapau food and off i gooooooo...
and now i feel so damn tired&sleepy. cannot make it. had to rush through RJ. crap here&there.


sahur went pretty well. at least i get to stuff food into my stomach.

anyway, the more i see ayah, the more pain i felt. seeing him in this kind of condition is making me want to help him in every way. he must have felt all the pain&ache on his body. please get well. kecian ibu... kene jage ayah, buat kuih, masak, 'jaga rumah'.

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what we could have been, 8:53 AM.
Monday, September 1, 2008

hugging carlos is awesome. he's soft and hard at the same time. so yeah.


so how did my first day fasting go? hmmm... kinda well. at least i dont feel hungry at all right. i was practically staying at home, helping ibu prepare stuff and just slacking in my room watching japanesedramas (absolute boyfriend). my plan for the day was to go to the library and catch up with books. but... had to stay homeeeee.

when time to buka puasa, it was like a nice family meal that we've not had since forever. sitting by the table together with everyone and talking about each other's lives, somehow was missed by me alot. nevermind... i have one whole month to buka puasa with them.

received a shocking message today. seriously... eventhough sometimes i think he's an ass but still he's my manager. 10 months working with him and now he's going away and someone else is replacing him. oh no! his last day in the zoo=today. what a waste sia. i wonder how he feels.

PMP, you will be missed by us... take care...


ok..
school reopening on wednesday...
boohoohoo...!!
somehow i got used to life without school in my schedule already. shit!

anyway i bought a new mp3 already. nomore days without music anymore... totally cool!

PS/i will miss your lectures...


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what we could have been, 11:34 PM.

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