Tuesday, April 29, 2008
When she walks away from you mad
[Follow her]
When she stares at your mouth
[Smile...then kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[Hug her tight]
When she starts cursing at you
[Say I love you]
When she's quiet
[Hold her hand and ask what's wrong]
When she ignores you
[Act cute so she'll notice you]
When she pulls away
[Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst
[Tell her you love her and she still looks amazing]
When you see her start crying
[Hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking
[Approach her. gives a kiss on the cheek.]
When she's scared
[Assure her you're not going to leave her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder
[Tilt your head too...and hold her hand]
When she steals your favourite hat
[Let her keep it]
When she teases you
[Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time
[Reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt
[Back yourself up]
When she says that she likes you
[She really does more than you could understand]
When she grabs at your hands
[Hold hers and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you
[Bump her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret
[Keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[Don’t look away until she does]
When she misses you
[She’s hurting inside]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART
[THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY]
When she says it’s over
[She still wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin
[She wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it’s stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
read it, practice it, just do it!!
a sweet boyfriend but it's hard to find that special sumone...
i was on the bus sitting happily when all of a sudden the couple in front of me were acting weird. the gal wanted to hug the guy's hand and lay her head on his shoulder but den, the guy was like pulling her hand off him and was trying to make her not lay on his shoulder. this is mean. and den later the gal turn away to look out of the bus and was like wiping her face. the guy saw it and quickly help her carry her laptop and holding her hand. making lame jokes.
kinda heartbreaking yar to see such situation.
bullshitty guy...
is it only when a gal shed a tear then u will feel sorry/guilty??
does it make any sense?
[Follow her]
When she stares at your mouth
[Smile...then kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[Hug her tight]
When she starts cursing at you
[Say I love you]
When she's quiet
[Hold her hand and ask what's wrong]
When she ignores you
[Act cute so she'll notice you]
When she pulls away
[Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst
[Tell her you love her and she still looks amazing]
When you see her start crying
[Hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking
[Approach her. gives a kiss on the cheek.]
When she's scared
[Assure her you're not going to leave her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder
[Tilt your head too...and hold her hand]
When she steals your favourite hat
[Let her keep it]
When she teases you
[Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time
[Reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt
[Back yourself up]
When she says that she likes you
[She really does more than you could understand]
When she grabs at your hands
[Hold hers and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you
[Bump her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret
[Keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[Don’t look away until she does]
When she misses you
[She’s hurting inside]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART
[THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY]
When she says it’s over
[She still wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin
[She wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it’s stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
read it, practice it, just do it!!
a sweet boyfriend but it's hard to find that special sumone...
i was on the bus sitting happily when all of a sudden the couple in front of me were acting weird. the gal wanted to hug the guy's hand and lay her head on his shoulder but den, the guy was like pulling her hand off him and was trying to make her not lay on his shoulder. this is mean. and den later the gal turn away to look out of the bus and was like wiping her face. the guy saw it and quickly help her carry her laptop and holding her hand. making lame jokes.
kinda heartbreaking yar to see such situation.
bullshitty guy...
is it only when a gal shed a tear then u will feel sorry/guilty??
does it make any sense?
Labels: does it matter?
what we could have been, 8:44 PM.
Monday, April 28, 2008
early morning he poked me in the stomach and looking happy.he said he miss disturbing me...
because i only appear on certain days.
is it an indirect way of telling me that he misses me?
hmm...
anyway, we talked and i mean alot.
was suppose to follow him take food but then that time was so busy so i asked him to go first.
lerr...
i miss talking/disturbing/beating him.
we catch up with old times.
quite fun and interesting.
then he invited me to watch him perform.
i went...
and from tat day i was scared of him.
somehow after tat, i looked at him differently.
weird right? haish...
but we still talk but to me it feels different.
no happening reaction.
love/like can make you go ga-ga for him.
but love/like can also make you be frighten of him.
still haven't achieve my goal yet...
(ride his bike)
Labels: wonder why luh sey...
what we could have been, 9:27 AM.
Friday, April 25, 2008
yo!
finally i went jogging with Nicole, it's been a long time since i went luh
coz got no time.
the last time i went jogging was with Zaida and Shidah at the zoo after work, and that was 2 mths ago sia.
i wanted to start this idea of jogging because i want to lose weight badly!!!
eversince i've stopped working, my job is eating.
people hav notice me being different as in fatter, chubbier.
sad sia!
tats y.
everyone in my school are like skinny and they look nice in everything they wear.
so awkward luh...
aniway, me and Nicole went jogging for a few rounds(coz Nic wans to train herself b4 the soccer tryouts and I wan to lose weight) and then we camwhore...
hahaa.
we took alot of nonsensical pics.
kinda fun.
we are planning to go jogging again...
wanna join?
what we could have been, 9:57 PM.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
life's like this.call me Zul.
simple and easy to remember...
what we could have been, 1:01 PM.
Monday, April 21, 2008
hey hey hey!
im finally working again. hah...
happy sia. I mean I miss everyone everything.
I miss the cameras!
I worked for the weekends.
on saturday me worked from 8.30-7.30...
quite long sia.haha!
you know what I haven't been working for quite long and when I did elephant which needs to stand for 1 hour and 15 mins, my legs were going break anytime.
haha....
did elephant with Zaida, kecoh sia!
we were laughing more than we take pictures.
I miss doing that. hwawawa!!!
when I saw Jati and Gambir, I seriously wanted to hug them!!
btw everyone was asking me,"Why you working? I thought you quit already?"
John funny sia! Didn't even notice me in the hut when I was sitting there.
I did kangaroo, orang and elephant.
kinda fun.
me and Zaida did closing and know new things.
then off we go to Bongo's to eat dinner.
aniway, I saw him but we didn't talk at all.
I guess he's busy with his own work...
just said hi to him, thats all!
the next I went to work late cause of some reasons-too sleepy. haha!
shhhhh............
came at about 12.30pm, I rushd there because Shid wanted to back home cause got kenduri.
and I also wanted to see him. Cause Shid said he wanted to talk to me.
but then by the time I reached there, I found out he went back already cause of half-day.
haish!
just not my luck luh.
I guess only next weekend can see him again.
I talked to Taufik hah.
he said I was playing a fool in the rain,tkde keje lain.
i said muka ngntok, nk tido keper.
haha!
he drove the tram like he's gonna sleep anitime yar.
aniway, later that evening, I was the only girl left to go home.
I didn't want to go back alone but too bad.
Everyone left aready.
so me decided to lepak with aaaron, shahhcok, amirr, shafiQ.
we sat at the benches there when aaron decided to meet up haziQO.
so we left the place.
and me, go back alone luh.
haha...
so we waited for the bus, they taking 927. we sat on the floor and talked.
funny sia everyone. there were so many jokes.
stories. shahiran can be a clown man!!
then 927 arrived.
they wanted me to join. say mit haziQO for awhile then go back.
i agreed thinking that its true(not!)
so we sat at this place after buying snacks.
btw i didn't know that guys gossips.
i was like the only girl there, i dun mind them talking nonsense luh(used to it ler)
whoa!
there was so many opinionsm stories n gossips.
cool or wat?!
haha. went back quite late sia.
hah.
aniway right now im freaking bored!
i hate her luh...
im finally working again. hah...
happy sia. I mean I miss everyone everything.
I miss the cameras!
I worked for the weekends.
on saturday me worked from 8.30-7.30...
quite long sia.haha!
you know what I haven't been working for quite long and when I did elephant which needs to stand for 1 hour and 15 mins, my legs were going break anytime.
haha....
did elephant with Zaida, kecoh sia!
we were laughing more than we take pictures.
I miss doing that. hwawawa!!!
when I saw Jati and Gambir, I seriously wanted to hug them!!
btw everyone was asking me,"Why you working? I thought you quit already?"
John funny sia! Didn't even notice me in the hut when I was sitting there.
I did kangaroo, orang and elephant.
kinda fun.
me and Zaida did closing and know new things.
then off we go to Bongo's to eat dinner.
aniway, I saw him but we didn't talk at all.
I guess he's busy with his own work...
just said hi to him, thats all!
the next I went to work late cause of some reasons-too sleepy. haha!
shhhhh............
came at about 12.30pm, I rushd there because Shid wanted to back home cause got kenduri.
and I also wanted to see him. Cause Shid said he wanted to talk to me.
but then by the time I reached there, I found out he went back already cause of half-day.
haish!
just not my luck luh.
I guess only next weekend can see him again.
I talked to Taufik hah.
he said I was playing a fool in the rain,tkde keje lain.
i said muka ngntok, nk tido keper.
haha!
he drove the tram like he's gonna sleep anitime yar.
aniway, later that evening, I was the only girl left to go home.
I didn't want to go back alone but too bad.
Everyone left aready.
so me decided to lepak with aaaron, shahhcok, amirr, shafiQ.
we sat at the benches there when aaron decided to meet up haziQO.
so we left the place.
and me, go back alone luh.
haha...
so we waited for the bus, they taking 927. we sat on the floor and talked.
funny sia everyone. there were so many jokes.
stories. shahiran can be a clown man!!
then 927 arrived.
they wanted me to join. say mit haziQO for awhile then go back.
i agreed thinking that its true(not!)
so we sat at this place after buying snacks.
btw i didn't know that guys gossips.
i was like the only girl there, i dun mind them talking nonsense luh(used to it ler)
whoa!
there was so many opinionsm stories n gossips.
cool or wat?!
haha. went back quite late sia.
hah.
aniway right now im freaking bored!
i hate her luh...
Labels: don't say goodnight?
what we could have been, 8:48 AM.
Friday, April 18, 2008
I hate it already!
everytime a big 'C' come out in my report.
boring luh!!!
only a 'B' is keeping me up right now.
I feel like I can't be bother to do anything already.
shitty bang bang...
right now I'm trying to do my best to get an 'A'.
but than...
the rest of my classmates have been getting 'A' all this while.
two weeks already luh.
so far I've gotten 5'C's and 1 pathetic 'B'.
ishk!
kinda suck sia.
I'm so jealous luh.
everyone doing so good but me?
I'm lacking behind.
why is this so?
they are so much better than me.
boring....
people have been telling me things, stressing me about the results that I should get...
fcuk luh!
RJ?
it plays a big part in my grades...
lousy luh!!!
help me luh?!
everytime a big 'C' come out in my report.
boring luh!!!
only a 'B' is keeping me up right now.
I feel like I can't be bother to do anything already.
shitty bang bang...
right now I'm trying to do my best to get an 'A'.
but than...
the rest of my classmates have been getting 'A' all this while.
two weeks already luh.
so far I've gotten 5'C's and 1 pathetic 'B'.
ishk!
kinda suck sia.
I'm so jealous luh.
everyone doing so good but me?
I'm lacking behind.
why is this so?
they are so much better than me.
boring....
people have been telling me things, stressing me about the results that I should get...
fcuk luh!
RJ?
it plays a big part in my grades...
lousy luh!!!
help me luh?!
Labels: hating these grades...
what we could have been, 2:38 PM.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
8 Simple Rules for Dating My Teenage Daughter
The rules are:
-Use your hands on my daughter and you'll lose them after.
-You make her cry, I make you cry.
-Safe sex is a myth. Anything you try will be hazardous to your health.
-Bring her home late, there's no next date.
-Only delivery men honk. Dates ring the doorbell. Once.
-No complaining while you're waiting for her. If you're bored, change my oil.
-If your pants hang off your hips, I'll gladly secure them with my staple gun.
-Dates must be in crowded public places. You want romance? Read a book.
-Use your hands on my daughter and you'll lose them after.
-You make her cry, I make you cry.
-Safe sex is a myth. Anything you try will be hazardous to your health.
-Bring her home late, there's no next date.
-Only delivery men honk. Dates ring the doorbell. Once.
-No complaining while you're waiting for her. If you're bored, change my oil.
-If your pants hang off your hips, I'll gladly secure them with my staple gun.
-Dates must be in crowded public places. You want romance? Read a book.
cool rules.
this is wat all parents would say or maybe WARN to the guys who wants to date their baby girl rite?!
Labels: take your time my dear..
what we could have been, 10:29 AM.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Lyrics to Scars by Papa Roach...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried I
'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
Quite a nice songs. Try listening to it.
Cheers people!
Labels: I tear my heart open just for you. Hope you appreciate it.
what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
We spoke, shared some thoughts, and spoke no more.
I fought for mine; you fought for yours.
I cried for mine; you cried for yours.
We spoke no more.
Peace.
I fought for mine; you fought for yours.
I cried for mine; you cried for yours.
We spoke no more.
Peace.
A poem.... It means alot yar.
There is so many reasons behind it.
So many mysterious secrets behind it.
Alot of ways you can describe this poem.
But what is the first think that came to your mind when you read it?
Hatred?
Conflict?
War?
Chaos?
Love?
Break-up?
Troubles?
Patriotic?
Idealism?
Fear?
What else...?
There's alot more you can think about right?
Think about it and tell me...
What is it really about?
Labels: Are you curious enough?
what we could have been, 7:52 PM.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
hey hey!
me in my new sch now.
im kinda sitting alone in class at 0837.
coz i came early luhh.
tis morning i thot of trying out new ways of going to sch.
taking 169 frm other bustop.
well i went for a morning walk wit ibu, chatted wit her.
damn its been quite along time since both of us had a gd talk.
im starting to miss hanging arnd ibu.
din able to do tat ever since i startd wrk and worst of all now tat i have start sch, i tink i can dream abt going out wit ibu luhh.
erggg!!
aniway, tdy myb going to watch a soccer match wit others.
zzaida ajak go watch mah.
n mit malah...
i miss her sia!!!
aniway cant wait fer later luh.
it onli happens after sch an d in sch...
klah cya!!
faci. is here so cant reali blog more...
ps:never belittle yourself, cause you are only hurting yourself...
me in my new sch now.
im kinda sitting alone in class at 0837.
coz i came early luhh.
tis morning i thot of trying out new ways of going to sch.
taking 169 frm other bustop.
well i went for a morning walk wit ibu, chatted wit her.
damn its been quite along time since both of us had a gd talk.
im starting to miss hanging arnd ibu.
din able to do tat ever since i startd wrk and worst of all now tat i have start sch, i tink i can dream abt going out wit ibu luhh.
erggg!!
aniway, tdy myb going to watch a soccer match wit others.
zzaida ajak go watch mah.
n mit malah...
i miss her sia!!!
aniway cant wait fer later luh.
it onli happens after sch an d in sch...
klah cya!!
faci. is here so cant reali blog more...
ps:never belittle yourself, cause you are only hurting yourself...
Labels: hate the heavy laptop in on my back...
what we could have been, 8:36 AM.
Monday, April 7, 2008
kinda short post coz im tired today.
ok today was my first day at sch (RP), kinda suck.
haah!
in d morning i cant make up my mind if i wan to take d bus or mrt.
n den had to walk to rp alone coz nic went a diif way n d rest were late.
so waaalkkk, luckily i had my music wit me or else i will look like a dork walikng alone by d road.
aniway made fren wit a photographer like me!!
but she onli specialize in bridal n modeling while me, i take animal pictures.
in addition, i just recover frm a fever yar.
got it on fri n now i still have the 'leftover' lah.
i got bad headache n sore throat in the middle of lesson.
kinda suck luh.
affected my mood sia!!
lesson was damn boring, its abt blood!!
lucky got msn!
hahaa..
talked to everyone luh...
at the end of the d day, we had a presentation.
i had to bare wit the freakin throat n present properly coz grades given....
gtg...
will always love euuu.
ok today was my first day at sch (RP), kinda suck.
haah!
in d morning i cant make up my mind if i wan to take d bus or mrt.
n den had to walk to rp alone coz nic went a diif way n d rest were late.
so waaalkkk, luckily i had my music wit me or else i will look like a dork walikng alone by d road.
aniway made fren wit a photographer like me!!
but she onli specialize in bridal n modeling while me, i take animal pictures.
in addition, i just recover frm a fever yar.
got it on fri n now i still have the 'leftover' lah.
i got bad headache n sore throat in the middle of lesson.
kinda suck luh.
affected my mood sia!!
lesson was damn boring, its abt blood!!
lucky got msn!
hahaa..
talked to everyone luh...
at the end of the d day, we had a presentation.
i had to bare wit the freakin throat n present properly coz grades given....
gtg...
will always love euuu.
Labels: can i go back to work? i miss my animals....
what we could have been, 7:37 PM.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
We ate ate ate ate and...... Ate more..... hehez!
The night to remember.... At Night Safari where it ended....
The night to remember.... At Night Safari where it ended....
Labels: something can never change...
what we could have been, 9:33 PM.
A mutant version of Jati... Wooooooo Scary!
The counter Of Digiphoto.
Look at our fat legs! Guess which is whose....
Buddy big NOseeee
My Laptop!
I miss these ppl!! Digiphoto team of the year yar!
I miss them! the orang utans n the keepers too.
The hut where it all began...
A scenary at Garden with a View. Ain't it nice or what!?
My beloved Budi! You are being missed by me!!
Julius, Aaron, Kandace!!! Missing everyone sia....
An emotional view of Buddy n Hong Meng.
Me hugging King. I love Him lah!! Muaaaack!!!
My last time sitting on Gambir... hehz! Ain't we cute together?!
This is Anand scaring the hell out of me by pulling my leg when I was on the elephant!!!
Last but not least, the two cool chill buddies. They were there for me on my last of wrk. We trios can be camwhores of the month sia!! Haha...
what we could have been, 8:31 PM.
