Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i'm tired.
too tired.
what am doing with my life?
falling sick now...
i guess i've been thinking too much about my daily life, daily expenses, about everything.
it's kind of irritating.
been too busy thinking about getting another night job until i'm not taking care of myself lately.
haven't been eating well, somehow my appetite sucks!
it feels so weird because i'm so used to eating alot but lately....
right now i'm sitting in my room,i feeel so claustrophobic.
it is as if the room is getting smaller and smaller.
i hate it!
i'm getting dizzier and dizzier.
i need more sleep.
everytime in class, i tend to dream away...
no enough sleep at all, i kept yawning and wasn't paying much attention.
presentation after presentations.... is that going to be my life like until forever??
haish...
i'm getting sick of it.
i wonder why.
give it up already?!
i don't know how long more can i keep up with it.......
its just too much.
holidays are coming...
3 more days...?
how come i don't feel excited at all?
i got so many things on the list..
28th May - Scuba diving.
29th May - In Vogue IG meeting, meet Fadzly for job at Fairprice. Then go down to the zoo, got meeting.
30th May - Go to the gym?? With the rest(classmates).
31th May - SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!
2nd & 3rd June - Photography Camp (2 day, 1 night)
3rd June - Zaida Bdae!!
8th June -Entrepreneurship Day (team escort)
9th June - Go to hospital for medical shit!!!!
15th June - SCHOOL REOPENS!!
24th June -Make up training
more to come... i'll add on later...
should i go to work during my 2 weeks of hoilday??...
i am so farked up!!!
too tired.
what am doing with my life?
falling sick now...
i guess i've been thinking too much about my daily life, daily expenses, about everything.
it's kind of irritating.
been too busy thinking about getting another night job until i'm not taking care of myself lately.
haven't been eating well, somehow my appetite sucks!
it feels so weird because i'm so used to eating alot but lately....
right now i'm sitting in my room,i feeel so claustrophobic.
it is as if the room is getting smaller and smaller.
i hate it!
i'm getting dizzier and dizzier.
i need more sleep.
everytime in class, i tend to dream away...
no enough sleep at all, i kept yawning and wasn't paying much attention.
presentation after presentations.... is that going to be my life like until forever??
haish...
i'm getting sick of it.
i wonder why.
give it up already?!
i don't know how long more can i keep up with it.......
its just too much.
holidays are coming...
3 more days...?
how come i don't feel excited at all?
i got so many things on the list..
28th May - Scuba diving.
29th May - In Vogue IG meeting, meet Fadzly for job at Fairprice. Then go down to the zoo, got meeting.
30th May - Go to the gym?? With the rest(classmates).
31th May - SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!
2nd & 3rd June - Photography Camp (2 day, 1 night)
3rd June - Zaida Bdae!!
8th June -Entrepreneurship Day (team escort)
9th June - Go to hospital for medical shit!!!!
15th June - SCHOOL REOPENS!!
24th June -Make up training
more to come... i'll add on later...
should i go to work during my 2 weeks of hoilday??...
i am so farked up!!!
Labels: why me??
what we could have been, 10:16 PM.
