hey people. seriously i haven't been updating because i have nothing to say about my life, nothing to rant about... absolutely NOTHING!!
yeah. its meaningless sometimes.

coz, sometimes when you wake up the next day, you always look forward to that day.
but as for me?
i don't know why...
but i just don't look forward to my new day.
i just wish i could continue sleeping and never wake up.

somehow at some point of time, i will stop doing everything and think to myself, "What do i really want? What am i doing right now?"
its hurting my brain when i start thinking about it.

and at some point, i just wish i could fastforward the time... and stop at the time when i'm all grown up and working my ass out.
Photo/Journalist?

well right now i'm just running my life everyday-stressing about my grades, thinking who to offend next, making sure that i don't worry my parents especially ibu and many more that i don't really want to say here.

what am i living for?
who am i living for?

i have no idea...

i can't decide what i want to do, what i want.
this or that? here or there?

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?!!!??!!!

i have a list of things to do but something is pulling me back. what is it?
confidence? money? family? school? friends? or is it just me. myself and i??


PS/im not perfect at all...

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im turning 19 at the end of the year. many call me zul. but actually, i'd rather be called leha. im pretty tall for my height which makes me and Yunho very compatible. a pity G-Dragon's short. but, height doesn't matter. preferable Wooyoung/Taecyeon. i can always have scandals right?

back to my night life. and im in my 2nd year of New Media in RP going 3rd soon. im hoping school would be fun. i have _ cats and i love them all. sometimes. i love baking and eating. running and jumping and the normal stuffs 18yr olds do. till then, have a pleasant flight at my blog.

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