Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Unblocked! Well I’ve had enough! I’ve been keeping this in peace for so long but now it’s time let it out. Another post of me ranting out!! #$@!@$@!$. Ergh! Actually I wanted to keep this quiet because I thought I could settle it in silence. I know you hate me for so long but what the heck, I don’t care! I’ve asked for advises from different people. Everyone gave me different answers if they were in this situation. Well I just have to trust my instincts right? Trust it and do what’s best for me. I can’t hold on to this any longer. It hurts me inside and I don’t want it to continue any longer.I want you to read this! And think hard!
I still remember a very particular time when you were pissed at me (I have no idea what I did wrong to you), you said something so hurtful about me so loudly that I really cannot bear to forgive you. Seriously! What have I done wrong to you until you could say something like that?! You thought all this while I didn’t know you always talked about me. Well think again! The damn walls have ears!!!! When I was told about what you said, I couldn’t react much because it was too late. I wasn’t in front of you when you said it. Of all the things, you just have to say something so deep right?
Somehow I really regretted calling you along in this job. On that particular day that I asked you along, people warned me. But I didn’t give a damn. I still called you. And you got the job because of me! Ungrateful biatch! Argh!!! I’m just venting my anger here because there is no one else who really knows what I mean.
You don’t care about anyone else but yourself. You know what, to tell the truth, you’re the type of person who saves her ass first so you won’t get into any trouble and be hated by the rest. Ehk!
Yeah I know, you don’t really like me from the beginning. But who gives a damn right?! And by the way, so what if you wear that thing, you don’t have the right attitude for that, maki sane-sini. I rather not wear that and disgrace myself if I were to have the same attitude as you!!! Screw you biatch!
PS/It’s my fucking problem to have repercussion on this matter. Cause I won’t lay back to what she has said. To guilty conscience people, if you're guilty. That's it. That proofs everything. I dun need outsiders to take effect on this.
You ain’t got rights to say anything because this is my blog, my territory, my problem…!
Let the anger conquers…. Blah blah blah. Fuck it lah! Don’t act as the good guy!
You want me to be the bad guy, then I’ll be that bad guy…! So screw you!!!
what we could have been, 9:02 PM.
