Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i did something bad.
i feel guilty and regretful.
and now i dont know if i should just continue with it or not.

i signed up for something that uses money. and right now i'm freaking broke. bloody hell.
i cant turn back time now. if i tell people, they will say i'm stupid.

well that's life you see. tend to fall into traps easily. thats me. haish...
naive.

should i tell ibu? should i tell ancik? ancik keeps pestering me to tell him what's going on but...
i scared sia. this thing i'm doing will benefit me but wash out my cash.

this is totally stupid of me. doing things without thinking much. and now....
if can refund, nevermind but... ergh!! shit sia.

i want to tell ibu but i scare she yell at me for wasting money.
she has always wanted me to save and buy a camera... but.... ANIO!!

i need to tell someone about this. i need advise. but who to tell.
coz i know all the replies will be the same.

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im turning 19 at the end of the year. many call me zul. but actually, i'd rather be called leha. im pretty tall for my height which makes me and Yunho very compatible. a pity G-Dragon's short. but, height doesn't matter. preferable Wooyoung/Taecyeon. i can always have scandals right?

back to my night life. and im in my 2nd year of New Media in RP going 3rd soon. im hoping school would be fun. i have _ cats and i love them all. sometimes. i love baking and eating. running and jumping and the normal stuffs 18yr olds do. till then, have a pleasant flight at my blog.

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