Tuesday, March 31, 2009
hello. finally i'm able to blog.
actually i wanted to blog the first thing when i reach home on saturday after work.
but then when i tried to log on, it keeps saying that the user logon has expired.
blah blah blah.
because of that i had to go to RP again. tsk!
ok so what happen on saturday?
it was finally the audit day.
amazingly i managed to wake up early, exactly 7.15am, i woke up and made breakfast for myself.
since ayah said he was going to sene me to work, i took my time to get ready.
left home at 8.30am, and i was the third to reach. zzzzzz.
kate jer kene sampai by 8.45am.... merepek sia.
by 9.10am, everyone was ready.
went up to the shop only at 9.30am.
so i was partnered up with Ronny (my future executive)...
i hated being there the whole time with him.
he switched roles with me, he did the easy job. well i guess he had the right to do...
i was already pissed by then.
then everyone started counting. the place was becoming a mess. kecoh abes nye.
the weather was unbearable. the aircon in the shop was useless.
so anyway i didn't much work. why? because ronny was doing the job himself, i think he like it like that. somehow i get the feeling that i was a hindrance. heck care lah. he had better help from others though.
i was like a noob in Safari shop. since i'm a 'villager', what am i suppose to know...
the whole point i want to say about my saturday was that it totally sucks.
firstly i was told that sunday's auditing, i didn't have to come because Ekeen had me replaced by HER.
when Serene told me that, i was totally shocked.
"Ekeen never tell you uh? She change it 4 days ago. Lizzie coming instead."
all the things came to my mind. i thought they already submit the names and its already confirmed by the heads. why can it be easily changed just because SHE wants to come for auditing.
actually i've heard about this but i don't really care because i thought it doesn't affect me mah.
BUT... i was wrong. she took my place.
THEY DID THE WRONG THING.
it wasn't about the work that i care of, its just that they make HER their priority.
and i hate it when it comes to biasness.
the whole time when i was doing my own shift, i was so mad. my face tells it all.
Ekeen came to me to tell me about Sunday.
i didn't even want to look at her face because i was disappointed with her.
and the best thing is that i was working with WeeKiat (the BEST informer of my life).
he was telling Ekeen everything i was doing in the shop (informing her if i got say anything about the auditing).
luckily i have Kusum and Amira, they were there to comfort me the whole time.
my 6.5hrs of working, the whole time i felt like crying.
i couldn't tahan already.
so many thing were in my head. but i didn't have the guts to say it out.
the girls were telling me to ask Ekeen, let it out and get it back.
but...
so yeah, i didn't even want to see her face.
and the more HER name came out, the more i hate HER.
the whole thing that goes right was when i was going home. Dino made my day.
he made me laugh all the way.
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so sunday i woke up pretty late. took my time to do everything since i don't really have to rush to work.
i dreaded going to work because no members at all.
i went alone, met up with Nadiah.
and thats when she told me that SHE didn't come for auditing!!
SHE woke up late, blah blah blah.
so i guess you guys got played back.
somehow i realise Ekeen was good... epsecially to me. she went into the storeroom to eat, i wanted to leave quckily, and thats when she started talking about Wondergirls.
HAHA!
all of a sudden, we all were dancing to wondergirls-nobody.
happily.
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ok so on monday i went to RP alone. chey!
Zul independent sia!!
hahah. i just couldn't tahan already. not able to use my laptop at all is like me going out with shoes. k lame.
everything took 10mins to be done. and i was already on my way to the zoo to pay jeyd a visit.
and also the elephants lah.
damn! i miss them so much.
but i didn't get to touch them uh.
we just hang out after jeyd ended work.
its been a long time since i used laptop in the zoo...
FYI/i've started sewing. jeans. i'm done with a vest. will post the picture once i adjust abit.
it was tiring. and i think i'm gonna start a blogshop just for fat people clothes. i wanna try sell off my creations.
actually i wanted to blog the first thing when i reach home on saturday after work.
but then when i tried to log on, it keeps saying that the user logon has expired.
blah blah blah.
because of that i had to go to RP again. tsk!
ok so what happen on saturday?
it was finally the audit day.
amazingly i managed to wake up early, exactly 7.15am, i woke up and made breakfast for myself.
since ayah said he was going to sene me to work, i took my time to get ready.
left home at 8.30am, and i was the third to reach. zzzzzz.
kate jer kene sampai by 8.45am.... merepek sia.
by 9.10am, everyone was ready.
went up to the shop only at 9.30am.
so i was partnered up with Ronny (my future executive)...
i hated being there the whole time with him.
he switched roles with me, he did the easy job. well i guess he had the right to do...
i was already pissed by then.
then everyone started counting. the place was becoming a mess. kecoh abes nye.
the weather was unbearable. the aircon in the shop was useless.
so anyway i didn't much work. why? because ronny was doing the job himself, i think he like it like that. somehow i get the feeling that i was a hindrance. heck care lah. he had better help from others though.
i was like a noob in Safari shop. since i'm a 'villager', what am i suppose to know...
the whole point i want to say about my saturday was that it totally sucks.
firstly i was told that sunday's auditing, i didn't have to come because Ekeen had me replaced by HER.
when Serene told me that, i was totally shocked.
"Ekeen never tell you uh? She change it 4 days ago. Lizzie coming instead."
all the things came to my mind. i thought they already submit the names and its already confirmed by the heads. why can it be easily changed just because SHE wants to come for auditing.
actually i've heard about this but i don't really care because i thought it doesn't affect me mah.
BUT... i was wrong. she took my place.
THEY DID THE WRONG THING.
it wasn't about the work that i care of, its just that they make HER their priority.
and i hate it when it comes to biasness.
the whole time when i was doing my own shift, i was so mad. my face tells it all.
Ekeen came to me to tell me about Sunday.
i didn't even want to look at her face because i was disappointed with her.
and the best thing is that i was working with WeeKiat (the BEST informer of my life).
he was telling Ekeen everything i was doing in the shop (informing her if i got say anything about the auditing).
luckily i have Kusum and Amira, they were there to comfort me the whole time.
my 6.5hrs of working, the whole time i felt like crying.
i couldn't tahan already.
so many thing were in my head. but i didn't have the guts to say it out.
the girls were telling me to ask Ekeen, let it out and get it back.
but...
so yeah, i didn't even want to see her face.
and the more HER name came out, the more i hate HER.
the whole thing that goes right was when i was going home. Dino made my day.
he made me laugh all the way.
-------------------------
so sunday i woke up pretty late. took my time to do everything since i don't really have to rush to work.
i dreaded going to work because no members at all.
i went alone, met up with Nadiah.
and thats when she told me that SHE didn't come for auditing!!
SHE woke up late, blah blah blah.
so i guess you guys got played back.
somehow i realise Ekeen was good... epsecially to me. she went into the storeroom to eat, i wanted to leave quckily, and thats when she started talking about Wondergirls.
HAHA!
K EVERYONE...
PEOPLE IN NS, ARE NOW ADDICTED TO WONDERGIRLS.
sunday, only Ekeen incharge. she told us to do anything as long as we do work. hehe.all of a sudden, we all were dancing to wondergirls-nobody.
happily.
-------------------------------
ok so on monday i went to RP alone. chey!
Zul independent sia!!
hahah. i just couldn't tahan already. not able to use my laptop at all is like me going out with shoes. k lame.
everything took 10mins to be done. and i was already on my way to the zoo to pay jeyd a visit.
and also the elephants lah.
damn! i miss them so much.
but i didn't get to touch them uh.
we just hang out after jeyd ended work.
its been a long time since i used laptop in the zoo...
FYI/i've started sewing. jeans. i'm done with a vest. will post the picture once i adjust abit.
it was tiring. and i think i'm gonna start a blogshop just for fat people clothes. i wanna try sell off my creations.
Labels: job search.
what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
hello!
firstly, i would like to say bon voyage to fellow Clarice.
well she will be flying (wait, i think she flew off already) to Japan today.
why? to study. she's finishing her last semester in Japan.
i know it's only for 4 months and i know she are longing to go to the country that she totally loves the most.
she's the only hardcore-fanatic-fangirl-friend that i have in NS.
hope she gets to see arashi over there.
take care!!
and so my blogging continues...
work have been chaotic lately.
just becuase we have audit-thingy to do during the weekends.
this whole week is all about stocktake.
counting every single thing. just to make sure everything tellys up.
so yeah. i'm included in the audit-thingy.
and i have to report to work at 9am. haish...
still... its call MONEY yo!
ok so just now work was fun. even when i was stuck with Sybil, it was getting better.
the crowd was BIG.
but we both manage to look after the shop well.
AND in village itself we manage to earn $1000+.
hehe! i'm so happy. why? hehe. it just happens.
firstly, i would like to say bon voyage to fellow Clarice.
well she will be flying (wait, i think she flew off already) to Japan today.
why? to study. she's finishing her last semester in Japan.
i know it's only for 4 months and i know she are longing to go to the country that she totally loves the most.
she's the only hardcore-fanatic-fangirl-friend that i have in NS.hope she gets to see arashi over there.
take care!!
and so my blogging continues...
work have been chaotic lately.
just becuase we have audit-thingy to do during the weekends.
this whole week is all about stocktake.
counting every single thing. just to make sure everything tellys up.
so yeah. i'm included in the audit-thingy.
and i have to report to work at 9am. haish...
still... its call MONEY yo!
ok so just now work was fun. even when i was stuck with Sybil, it was getting better.
the crowd was BIG.
but we both manage to look after the shop well.
AND in village itself we manage to earn $1000+.
hehe! i'm so happy. why? hehe. it just happens.
fyi; i hate april's work schedule. too much already. TOO MUCH!
new executive (bloody shit), interns are still there.
nomore shift 1 for us, nomore shift-closing also.
seriously everyone is looking for a new job.
haish.....
anyway. enough about work.
time for my BigBang rants.
so yeah. the new female-bigbang-group's name has been announced. and it is... 21.
what a name.
i admit i'm jealous of them because they get to work with BB every now and then.
since they are indeed in the same company. YG.
GD is producing songs for them...
haish...
and seriously i thought BB was going to US for some trainings or something.
how come they are still in korea? and now GD's solo album is releasing soon.
i'm lost, so fill me in...
AKU JEALOUS!!! terlampau jealous.
and Syar was saying what if they fall in love, since they are working together too...
to Siti Syarfa Bte Jamil...
so what i'm trying to say is that.... i will use that one and only buoy to save you, and then... die with FATS. why? because i love both of you equally.
Saranghamida. *doing the hand sign*
Labels: take care.
what we could have been, 12:28 AM.
Monday, March 23, 2009
ok so yesterday i was bloody bored.
it was so easy that everything was done within 30minutes.
and guess what i did.
i bake strawberry cheesecake, it was quite simple coz i bought the instant one.
Jell-O No Bake.
it was so easy that everything was done within 30minutes.the preparations was easy for beginners like me to follow.
so this is the result. except that part lah, ibu ate it without me knowing.
it is not recommended for diabetic people, why?
because the whole read part, which is the strawberry topping, was so freaking sweet.
right now i have to start a low-sugar diet coz you never know what will happen.
ibu was like,"Manis sangat, takmo makan banyak sangat, nanti kencing manis!"
but in the end she was the one who took the last piece on the plate.
HAHA.
so that went really well. ibu wanted to make cheesecake brownie, but then...
so that went really well. ibu wanted to make cheesecake brownie, but then... she was too tired coz since morning, she was already baking kekgulung.
alot of them... alot of nutella swiss rolls.
and due to that... ibu keeps reminding me to learn how to bake quickly.
she just wants someone to pass down her knowledge of baking to.
and that someone is totally me.
its not that i don't want, its just that i'm lazy.
i know i'm having my holidays now, i just want to enjoy it.
haish... i just hope she understands.
i just want to take everything slow...
like go with the flow...
ibu was trying to reward herself with KFC (something that she has been craving since forever).
she asked us to order chicken for her.
ibu. ibu. she trying to fill her stomach by making us fat as well. haha.
at least ibu belanje lah. everything was so delicious.
k people, a person have nothing else to type here.
Labels: terrorising.
what we could have been, 8:48 PM.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
hello fellow earthlings.
i just came back from work.
and it is indeed tiring.
did shift 1 today (5-12.30) which i havent been doing since forever.
i was supposed to stay at Village but Ekeen put me in Safari since alot of people no-show.
haish...
since i'm a floater who can be put in any shop and still do work.
well today the crowd was unexpected. coz it was raining-off and on.
still the tour groups were rushing in.
but it was like a waste of time lah, all you can do there was take the tram.
all the tumbuakar shows and animal shows were canceled.
the trail is the last to go to coz it is raining heavily and slippery though.
so i guess the guests didn't really enjoy much lah.
fyi, Safari is forever restricted.
so yeah.
as of today we got our own individual lockers for each group.
and as for me, luckily i have Amira, Kusum, NadiahL in the same locker as me.
like what we planned, to put pictures of us on the door. hehe.
cheeky us...
so yeah. luckily now have that system lah.
now i can leave my uniform (when i have school) in the locker safely.
at least i won't have a heavy bag to bring here and there.
exactly 29 days from today, school is gonna start.
wooo scary...
year 2 lah sey! HAHA.
i hate to countdown when its all about school.
but what i like and am excited about is.... 4th april 2009.
my johor trip... to SHOP till i drop.
k NOT!
at least get some school items there lah.
and to eat dominos. (damn, i miss it so much)
and eat dunkin donuts. (my totally number 1 favourite donut shop)
and find some korean stuff there (kalau ade lah)
i hearts this picture!! minho and jonghyun. woo... total jealousy.
Labels: stand by me...
what we could have been, 1:39 AM.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
i was supposed to go to RP today...
but i guess i got punked.
no replies. no nothing.
so i guess it was a no.
tkpe dah biase.
wanted to go with ibu, but i was to freaking sleepy. so i told her i'll go next monday.
maybe alone.
woke up at 11am, but went back to sleep again until 2pm, thats when i thought to myself no need to go lah. since it's already late and i do have to rush to work.
BUT!
I GOT A CALL FROM SERENE, SHE TOLD ME THAT TODAY MY SHIFT WAS CANCELLED.
MOTHER beeppppppp!!!
she sounded so lalalala.
and me... i was swearing. like damn it.
dah semangat nak keje, abe ni happen.
lebih bagus aku pergi RP kan tadi. TSK!
so basically i rotted at home. watching tv. switching channels.
starhub cable is killing me. they always repeat each shows every 3-4hrs.
for eg, i watched CSI miami at 2, the very same episode repeated at 7pm.
haishh... i just got bored.
and when i get bored... i stuff myself with sandwiches. alot of them.
haha.
and i felt guilty so i had to go out for a jog. ran around my block for 30mins.
and i was KO-ed.
my life is totally _____.
being rich is hard.
being poor is harder.
PS/my supersweet 16 show on mtv, is such an eyesore. total madness!
but i guess i got punked.
no replies. no nothing.
so i guess it was a no.
tkpe dah biase.
wanted to go with ibu, but i was to freaking sleepy. so i told her i'll go next monday.
maybe alone.
woke up at 11am, but went back to sleep again until 2pm, thats when i thought to myself no need to go lah. since it's already late and i do have to rush to work.
BUT!
I GOT A CALL FROM SERENE, SHE TOLD ME THAT TODAY MY SHIFT WAS CANCELLED.
MOTHER beeppppppp!!!
she sounded so lalalala.
and me... i was swearing. like damn it.
dah semangat nak keje, abe ni happen.
lebih bagus aku pergi RP kan tadi. TSK!
so basically i rotted at home. watching tv. switching channels.
starhub cable is killing me. they always repeat each shows every 3-4hrs.
for eg, i watched CSI miami at 2, the very same episode repeated at 7pm.
haishh... i just got bored.
and when i get bored... i stuff myself with sandwiches. alot of them.
haha.
and i felt guilty so i had to go out for a jog. ran around my block for 30mins.
and i was KO-ed.
my life is totally _____.
being rich is hard.
being poor is harder.
PS/my supersweet 16 show on mtv, is such an eyesore. total madness!
Labels: diao.
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
ancik is mad at me for feeling so negative about myself...
but what can i do... it already happened...
"what's the point of talking to you when you always make yourself feel that way?"
so anyway, went to work yesterday. and gosh! i feel so noob.
coz i haven't been to work since... errr...
but luckily serene let me keep my closing, instead of chasing me home.
it will not be shocking if i find out that on 5th april 09, the amount of money is not convincing.
what the hell. haishh...
well there was a new interns. so in total there's like 8 new staff... totally bangsa dorg.
the population of malays and indians is going down down down.
slowly but surely.
ah this is going nowhere...
but what can i do... it already happened...
"what's the point of talking to you when you always make yourself feel that way?"
so anyway, went to work yesterday. and gosh! i feel so noob.
coz i haven't been to work since... errr...
but luckily serene let me keep my closing, instead of chasing me home.
it will not be shocking if i find out that on 5th april 09, the amount of money is not convincing.
what the hell. haishh...
well there was a new interns. so in total there's like 8 new staff... totally bangsa dorg.
the population of malays and indians is going down down down.
slowly but surely.
ah this is going nowhere...
Labels: screw it tightly.
what we could have been, 10:06 PM.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
just so you know...
i think by now everyone knows this song....
craig david's insomnia...
here's the korean version...
wheesung's insomnia
my point of view on this... get your own creativity...
i think by now everyone knows this song....
craig david's insomnia...
here's the korean version...
wheesung's insomnia
my point of view on this... get your own creativity...
Labels: hmm...
what we could have been, 2:15 AM.
ok.
went out with FATS today.
like normal... shid is always late. same old same old reasons.
basically we just roam around.
i went to wisma to retrieve ancik's handphone back.
and yes. that phone is totally useless. it's beyond repair.
ancik is disappointed. what to do...
so we went to grab lunch at LJS. while waiting for shid.
ah... basically all we did was window-shopping.
why?
coz we don't have money..!
we were just going oooohhhh and aaaahhhh...this that this that.
we're just thinking what we gonna buy when we go to malaysia soon.
counting down... 17 more days...
today... i just got pissed. very pissed.
somehow... some way...
somehow... some way...
i really felt like going back alone...
i felt like crying...
the sudden feeling...
i hate being fat.
i hate being bullied by others.
i hate being the youngest.
i hate not being able to stand up for myself.
PS/i will remember it. i'm not petty. it's been building up slowly.
Labels: too late...
what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
yeah!!!
i got back my laptop yesterday.
hehe. but the thing is that... everything is totally different.
the damn engineer used is fingerprint to lock the laptop.
motherfunction him!
i have never used that function because it's not my personal(like totally personal) laptop...
i do have to share with tmy brother.
and and that MrPan-basket to the max.
and yar... without his fingerprint, i can't really use the adminstrator part.
and HP charge me $101.65 for the recovery crap. haish... there goes my money... nasib baik i didn't spend money on shopping. so ibu's advise do come in handy. glad i listen to her...
and again... i have to wait until i configure the laptop in RP.
to see if anything is wrong with the reformat thingy.
leceh abes sia. so i'm going to RP on thursday with FATS.
they teman me...
anyway went to chongpang with ibu after that.
just so you know... i really have a hard time to get jeans that really fit me nicely.
yes i do know i have a big build.
yes people call me giant for that.
and yes i do care/don't really give a damn.
so we went to the shop that syarfa told me about.
and yes... we found it... like finally...
i bought 3 different colours pair of jeans.
k seriously somehow something wrong with my hip length.
when i wore the jeans sized 36, it's tight.
when i wore the jeans sized 38, it's really loose.
tsk.
and no... there's no pair of jeans sized 37.
DUH!
but i just try my luck and see if the jeans (after wash) have any difference.
who knows, it may shrinks... hahaha.
then we went to get some food home since ibu suddenly wasn't feeling too good.
rushed back home coz i had an appointment with someone.
and that someone is abang...
well... he wanted to give me the new pair of sport shoes that he got for me from work.
he had alot of instructions for me the follow before meeting him.
first to get him all his school certificates.
second to lend him $10.
third to bring the food that ibu bought for him (his share).
tsk...
and yes. i was like a messenger. TSK!
when i reach the MRT station, i just gave whatever he want and took the shoes.
punye lah leceh si die ni.
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as you all know, my first brother sort of no longer lives in the same house as me.
why? i have no idea.
i have no idea where he stays?
i have no idea who he is staying with...? wait. maybe i do...
i have no idea what he's doing right now.
but anyway... he's far away from my life now.
ibu and ayah... haish...
well somehow deep in their hearts, they really want abang to come back home.
its just that, they prefer to keep it quiet.
and let it sore...
ancik and me are always the ones who kena from them.
haish... they keep asking if we're in contact with him.
tell him to not stupid things.
tell him this.
tell him that.
TSK.
i got back my laptop yesterday.
hehe. but the thing is that... everything is totally different.
the damn engineer used is fingerprint to lock the laptop.
motherfunction him!
i have never used that function because it's not my personal(like totally personal) laptop...
i do have to share with tmy brother.
and and that MrPan-basket to the max.
and yar... without his fingerprint, i can't really use the adminstrator part.
and HP charge me $101.65 for the recovery crap. haish... there goes my money... nasib baik i didn't spend money on shopping. so ibu's advise do come in handy. glad i listen to her...
and again... i have to wait until i configure the laptop in RP.
to see if anything is wrong with the reformat thingy.
leceh abes sia. so i'm going to RP on thursday with FATS.
they teman me...
anyway went to chongpang with ibu after that.
just so you know... i really have a hard time to get jeans that really fit me nicely.
yes i do know i have a big build.
yes people call me giant for that.
and yes i do care/don't really give a damn.
so we went to the shop that syarfa told me about.
and yes... we found it... like finally...
i bought 3 different colours pair of jeans.
k seriously somehow something wrong with my hip length.
when i wore the jeans sized 36, it's tight.
when i wore the jeans sized 38, it's really loose.
tsk.
and no... there's no pair of jeans sized 37.
DUH!
but i just try my luck and see if the jeans (after wash) have any difference.
who knows, it may shrinks... hahaha.
then we went to get some food home since ibu suddenly wasn't feeling too good.
rushed back home coz i had an appointment with someone.
and that someone is abang...
well... he wanted to give me the new pair of sport shoes that he got for me from work.
he had alot of instructions for me the follow before meeting him.
first to get him all his school certificates.
second to lend him $10.
third to bring the food that ibu bought for him (his share).
tsk...
and yes. i was like a messenger. TSK!
when i reach the MRT station, i just gave whatever he want and took the shoes.
punye lah leceh si die ni.
-----------------------------------
as you all know, my first brother sort of no longer lives in the same house as me.
why? i have no idea.
i have no idea where he stays?
i have no idea who he is staying with...? wait. maybe i do...
i have no idea what he's doing right now.
but anyway... he's far away from my life now.
ibu and ayah... haish...
well somehow deep in their hearts, they really want abang to come back home.
its just that, they prefer to keep it quiet.
and let it sore...
ancik and me are always the ones who kena from them.
haish... they keep asking if we're in contact with him.
tell him to not stupid things.
tell him this.
tell him that.
TSK.
new shoes. so i don't have to use abang's one anymore.
Labels: i'm gonna sandwich your life.
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
hello.
so right now, i'm updating my blog using syar's laptop.
uwae?
well... my laptop was sent for repair like two days ago and now i'm laptop-less.
and as you know, i can't really do alot of thing without my laptop.
coz it's like a part of me you see.
i can only get back my laptop this coming monday which seems quite long for me!!
tsk! and because of that, i'm like left behind in the kpop world.
so i did send my laptop for some repairs due to damage in the system.
and guess what i have to fork out $$ to pay them for the repairs!!?? haish... everything in this world really uses up money i see...
and how come i can use syar's laptop in the middle of the night, erm...
basically we're having a sleepover.
syar came over my house coz she's scare to stay at home alone since her family left for kampong this afternoon.
err right now, she's asleep and i'm using her laptop in the dark coz i don't really want to disturb her.
well she hasn't slept for the pass 24hours. and now she's sleeping like a baby. hehe.
k back to what i want to blog about...
due to my disappearance of my laptop, i missed superjunior's comeback stage.
i missed BOF episode 18 and 19.
darn it!!
and just now when i watched superjunior's sorry sorry mv, i'm a little bit amazed.
coz some of the dance steps is a little similar to dongbangshinki's.
or am i wrong? i don't know.
but they all look totally HOT.
i remembered how i used to go 'gaga' for them.
all the pictures and videos i had of them.
all the information i looked up everywhere about them.
ok a typical fangirl here. haha.
oh wells... so how's life?
mine has been really boring... work has really been damn boring.
how come it feels like dejavu...?
i remember when i used to work in digiphoto, one by one left the job. and it slowly feels so meaningless to stay as one as them. and new staff joins every single day...
and now, NS retail is beginning to be like that. all the staff that used to make my day is leaving one by one. i'm getting bored with this...
haish...
and due to the interns and the serious matter of cutting down of staff, many people schedule has been drastically disturbed.
a big example is ME!
well, i requested only mondays and tuesdays off..
and guess what i get...?
onyl 12 days of work... dah macam malas sia nak keje gini macam...
and with that, they take away most of our openings and closings.
aku seriously dah macam tkde mood nak keje.
and i lost my title of workacoholic (given by the FATS). haha!
that sucks.
a person like me who used to work 6 days per week, opening/closing, stocktakes-if i can make it... and now no more... i am so bored. i have been staying at home coz i don't want to spend money on unneccesary things. i've been at home, abeskan beras jer.
well yesterday, i temaned Kusum for a job interview at sportslink. it seriously seems like recession is getting on everyone's nerves. a classmate of mine who worked there, was telling me that alot of uncles and aunties came for an interview the day before. so it wasn't the first he saw all this people...
haish... how come even it if recession, the IT-show is doing so well.
does everyone have that kind of money to spend??
seriously??
everyone now is looking for a job to earn money and try their best now to spend them...
only people who are born with a silverspoon do not need to...
god does this for a reason...
PS/not everyone is born happy...
so right now, i'm updating my blog using syar's laptop.
uwae?
well... my laptop was sent for repair like two days ago and now i'm laptop-less.
and as you know, i can't really do alot of thing without my laptop.
coz it's like a part of me you see.
i can only get back my laptop this coming monday which seems quite long for me!!
tsk! and because of that, i'm like left behind in the kpop world.
so i did send my laptop for some repairs due to damage in the system.
and guess what i have to fork out $$ to pay them for the repairs!!?? haish... everything in this world really uses up money i see...
and how come i can use syar's laptop in the middle of the night, erm...
basically we're having a sleepover.
syar came over my house coz she's scare to stay at home alone since her family left for kampong this afternoon.
err right now, she's asleep and i'm using her laptop in the dark coz i don't really want to disturb her.
well she hasn't slept for the pass 24hours. and now she's sleeping like a baby. hehe.
k back to what i want to blog about...
due to my disappearance of my laptop, i missed superjunior's comeback stage.
i missed BOF episode 18 and 19.
darn it!!
and just now when i watched superjunior's sorry sorry mv, i'm a little bit amazed.
coz some of the dance steps is a little similar to dongbangshinki's.
or am i wrong? i don't know.
but they all look totally HOT.
i remembered how i used to go 'gaga' for them.
all the pictures and videos i had of them.
all the information i looked up everywhere about them.
ok a typical fangirl here. haha.
oh wells... so how's life?
mine has been really boring... work has really been damn boring.
how come it feels like dejavu...?
i remember when i used to work in digiphoto, one by one left the job. and it slowly feels so meaningless to stay as one as them. and new staff joins every single day...
and now, NS retail is beginning to be like that. all the staff that used to make my day is leaving one by one. i'm getting bored with this...
haish...
and due to the interns and the serious matter of cutting down of staff, many people schedule has been drastically disturbed.
a big example is ME!
well, i requested only mondays and tuesdays off..
and guess what i get...?
onyl 12 days of work... dah macam malas sia nak keje gini macam...
and with that, they take away most of our openings and closings.
aku seriously dah macam tkde mood nak keje.
and i lost my title of workacoholic (given by the FATS). haha!
that sucks.
a person like me who used to work 6 days per week, opening/closing, stocktakes-if i can make it... and now no more... i am so bored. i have been staying at home coz i don't want to spend money on unneccesary things. i've been at home, abeskan beras jer.
well yesterday, i temaned Kusum for a job interview at sportslink. it seriously seems like recession is getting on everyone's nerves. a classmate of mine who worked there, was telling me that alot of uncles and aunties came for an interview the day before. so it wasn't the first he saw all this people...
haish... how come even it if recession, the IT-show is doing so well.
does everyone have that kind of money to spend??
seriously??
everyone now is looking for a job to earn money and try their best now to spend them...
only people who are born with a silverspoon do not need to...
god does this for a reason...
PS/not everyone is born happy...
Labels: cheers.
what we could have been, 1:45 AM.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
seriously nothing seems to go my way today.
well it started when i top-up my ezlink using the nets machine, instead of showing the amount left, it showed me,"card concession from 11 february to 10 march". it creeped me out for awhile because that was my first time seeing that. so i just ignored it thinking that maybe haven't update yet. so i just add the value and walk off because i totally don't want to be late for work (cause it's serene incharge today). i rushed to the 171 queue only to see that the 171 bus was just leaving. tsk! timecheck; i was still early so i queued up. i was first in line.
i thought nothing about what happen earlier on, so when the bus came.
i board the bus, and tapped my ezlink.
guess what happened. the loud rejected sound! the one when it says no value or whaever crap.
but mine, it shows card not in use. like what the hell??
malu lah sia!! everyone looked at me!! i tried again, this time in front of the busdriver. still the same result. then he took the card, and tested it and told me," you have to check at the counter there."
cheebs lah!! paiseh sia when i got down the bus, everyone from the other bus queues were looking at me.
i quickly rush to the counter, turning around to see that 171 bus left without me!
motherfunction big time! and at that time i was totally late. when i asked the receptionist to check my card, she said nothing wrong with it. another sakit hati sia!
this time i really didn't want to queue there sia. everyone will be staring at me big time.
when i was waiting for the next bus, a chinese auntie came to me and ask me something in chinese+hokkien. erm do i look like i freaking understand you maam?!!!
i took off my earpiece, told her i'm not chinese. she quickly spoke to me in hokkien+malay.
and i was like huh? and she walk away. cheebai lah she!! padahal sebelah aku ade orang cinacina sia. banyak-banyak orang kau pegi tanye aku!!!
so i took a long way to the 138 bus. since i'm late, might as well make it later. i just don't want to waste money on taxi. haish...
just when i thought everything was going fine, in the bus, i dropped my ezlink card in front of everyone. haish... then... there's this uncle who kept turning around to look at me as if there's something on my face.
*sigh loudly*
at work, the queue to iron uniform was freaking long.
and the one and only iron that is working doesn't iron well, our uniform were still crumpled sia.
management ask how come our uniform like that.
when we told them get another iron, they complain say retailers haven't been buying anything-everything they do. NAIK ANGIN SIA RETAILERS...!
and we found out there's japanese student crowd. about 6-8 buses of them.
the good thing is that sales will be awesome!
the bad thing is the place will be a terrible mess.
broken mug.
plush toy all over the place.
the shelf were totally empty. (because the students practically buy everything)
whatever it is, we hit the target and got our icecream treat. HAHA!
that's the only thing is working for me.
ben&jerrys have a new staff.
hehe. kinda cute.
he got the korean look.
XP
PS/when i think about it, it makes me tired. it is draining me.
well it started when i top-up my ezlink using the nets machine, instead of showing the amount left, it showed me,"card concession from 11 february to 10 march". it creeped me out for awhile because that was my first time seeing that. so i just ignored it thinking that maybe haven't update yet. so i just add the value and walk off because i totally don't want to be late for work (cause it's serene incharge today). i rushed to the 171 queue only to see that the 171 bus was just leaving. tsk! timecheck; i was still early so i queued up. i was first in line.
i thought nothing about what happen earlier on, so when the bus came.
i board the bus, and tapped my ezlink.
guess what happened. the loud rejected sound! the one when it says no value or whaever crap.
but mine, it shows card not in use. like what the hell??
malu lah sia!! everyone looked at me!! i tried again, this time in front of the busdriver. still the same result. then he took the card, and tested it and told me," you have to check at the counter there."
cheebs lah!! paiseh sia when i got down the bus, everyone from the other bus queues were looking at me.
i quickly rush to the counter, turning around to see that 171 bus left without me!
motherfunction big time! and at that time i was totally late. when i asked the receptionist to check my card, she said nothing wrong with it. another sakit hati sia!
this time i really didn't want to queue there sia. everyone will be staring at me big time.
when i was waiting for the next bus, a chinese auntie came to me and ask me something in chinese+hokkien. erm do i look like i freaking understand you maam?!!!
i took off my earpiece, told her i'm not chinese. she quickly spoke to me in hokkien+malay.
and i was like huh? and she walk away. cheebai lah she!! padahal sebelah aku ade orang cinacina sia. banyak-banyak orang kau pegi tanye aku!!!
so i took a long way to the 138 bus. since i'm late, might as well make it later. i just don't want to waste money on taxi. haish...
just when i thought everything was going fine, in the bus, i dropped my ezlink card in front of everyone. haish... then... there's this uncle who kept turning around to look at me as if there's something on my face.
*sigh loudly*
at work, the queue to iron uniform was freaking long.
and the one and only iron that is working doesn't iron well, our uniform were still crumpled sia.
management ask how come our uniform like that.
when we told them get another iron, they complain say retailers haven't been buying anything-everything they do. NAIK ANGIN SIA RETAILERS...!
and we found out there's japanese student crowd. about 6-8 buses of them.
the good thing is that sales will be awesome!
the bad thing is the place will be a terrible mess.
broken mug.
plush toy all over the place.
the shelf were totally empty. (because the students practically buy everything)
whatever it is, we hit the target and got our icecream treat. HAHA!
that's the only thing is working for me.
ben&jerrys have a new staff.
hehe. kinda cute.
he got the korean look.
XP
PS/when i think about it, it makes me tired. it is draining me.
Labels: tiring to the max.
what we could have been, 12:32 AM.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
man! am i lazy to blog about alot of things.
yar... i'm tired and uninspired.
so i got my pay... and i haven't been spending on things yet.
hmm... uwae? coz i don't know what i want to spend it on, i don't know if i should spend the cash that i earned, i just don't know what to do.
basically the $$$ is to be saved. in case of rainy days. alah... you know what i mean right?
ibu keeps reminding me to save the $$$, coz you never know what's going to happen the next moment in your life right...
ayah tells me to get something gold. cause in the future, gold chains (for example) really helps alot.
but me... i think i should just keep it in the bank.
i must have enough to last me till the end of the month...
well right now, i support myself.
ibu doesn't give me $$$ when i go out, or go to work or anywhere for the matter.
instead i have to give my parents $$$.
you know the things when you start working, it is only nice/right if you give your parents your hard-earned $$$ to them-something like to repay them for those past years.
i think most children do that... i think...
BUT i still want to go shopping. HAHAH! i want to get a bag. can i?
i know ibu will make noise, but still a bag... not only ibu makes noise. FATS ALSO...
i asked them just now, if i should get a new bag for the new school semester, and they were like...
NO! how many bags do you have? don't waste $$$, get something that i don't have...
that is why, when i see those rich kids out there.
younger than me especially. some older... spending their $$$ on things that i don't think people at their age should even have, i'll be looking at them curiously/jealously/angrily.
where the hell they get that kind of $$$ from?
why don't they even have to work for it?
why do they have that, and i don't?
life is totally unfair...
this topic ain't going anywhere.
anyway, our dear friend finally got herself a laptop. JEYD!
and now she have a blog.
so people, go link her up @ http://www.shoe-gazer.blogspot.com/
babat the 2nd... hahaha.
credits to babat the 3rd for helping her all the way.
so today we went for our baddy session. but this time no ama. she got something on last minute.
like normal, we reach the stadium at 6.40pm, and this time i get to see the korean soccer players train. WAH! they look so serious when training.
so anyway, we did our normal routine, brisk-walk/run/sprint and baddy!
peach milk tea is the best treat after you do your exercise. HAHA!
awesome-ness chewy pearls...
had our normal discussion. about the 4th. which i am totally excited about, but i don't know about the rest lah. jyeahhh!
and OH! i totally forget to say that, my laptop needs to be reformat. which is making me totally nuts!!! i mean everything, everything will be gone!! tsk!! and and and my FO videos... ahhhh...
%^%$^&#$^&
bloody system...!
motherfungsi!
last but not least, i need a new hobby. real quick.
PS/i hope it isn't just a dream...
XP
yar... i'm tired and uninspired.
so i got my pay... and i haven't been spending on things yet.
hmm... uwae? coz i don't know what i want to spend it on, i don't know if i should spend the cash that i earned, i just don't know what to do.
basically the $$$ is to be saved. in case of rainy days. alah... you know what i mean right?
ibu keeps reminding me to save the $$$, coz you never know what's going to happen the next moment in your life right...
ayah tells me to get something gold. cause in the future, gold chains (for example) really helps alot.
but me... i think i should just keep it in the bank.
i must have enough to last me till the end of the month...
well right now, i support myself.
ibu doesn't give me $$$ when i go out, or go to work or anywhere for the matter.
instead i have to give my parents $$$.
you know the things when you start working, it is only nice/right if you give your parents your hard-earned $$$ to them-something like to repay them for those past years.
i think most children do that... i think...
BUT i still want to go shopping. HAHAH! i want to get a bag. can i?
i know ibu will make noise, but still a bag... not only ibu makes noise. FATS ALSO...
i asked them just now, if i should get a new bag for the new school semester, and they were like...
NO! how many bags do you have? don't waste $$$, get something that i don't have...
that is why, when i see those rich kids out there.
younger than me especially. some older... spending their $$$ on things that i don't think people at their age should even have, i'll be looking at them curiously/jealously/angrily.
where the hell they get that kind of $$$ from?
why don't they even have to work for it?
why do they have that, and i don't?
life is totally unfair...
this topic ain't going anywhere.
anyway, our dear friend finally got herself a laptop. JEYD!
and now she have a blog.
so people, go link her up @ http://www.shoe-gazer.blogspot.com/
babat the 2nd... hahaha.
credits to babat the 3rd for helping her all the way.
so today we went for our baddy session. but this time no ama. she got something on last minute.
like normal, we reach the stadium at 6.40pm, and this time i get to see the korean soccer players train. WAH! they look so serious when training.
so anyway, we did our normal routine, brisk-walk/run/sprint and baddy!
peach milk tea is the best treat after you do your exercise. HAHA!
awesome-ness chewy pearls...
had our normal discussion. about the 4th. which i am totally excited about, but i don't know about the rest lah. jyeahhh!
and OH! i totally forget to say that, my laptop needs to be reformat. which is making me totally nuts!!! i mean everything, everything will be gone!! tsk!! and and and my FO videos... ahhhh...
%^%$^&#$^&
bloody system...!
motherfungsi!
last but not least, i need a new hobby. real quick.
PS/i hope it isn't just a dream...
XP
Labels: if he can do it, why not me?
what we could have been, 3:10 AM.
Friday, March 6, 2009
6th march 2009...happy 52th birthday to ayah!!
omg, tua nye. k NOT!
semoga panjang umur and all the best.
and i promise to be the good daughter.
don't worry about me, worry about your health.
saya sayang ayah saya.
well... what a bloody long day. ibu had to go babysit, so me and ancik had to deal things ourselves. we went to orchard (to settle ancik's phone problem) to also find something suitable for ayah. we went searching high and low for something. and we came across this harley davidson shop at takashimaya. well... from what i remember, ayah do love bikes. so we went in the shop thinking that nothing is impressive enough for ayah, until we saw this shirt. just nice! totally ayah's style. we bought two shirts and a hat pin which became totally over my budget. but whatever. birthdays don't happen everyday right?
and since it's my payday, so why not?
gave the money and out we went, i was trying not to think too much about how much i just spend yo! i wanted to get alot of things but somehow there was something inside of me, telling me not to spend the money. since i already have them, why buy again? tsk. went home with a birthday cake for ayah. chocolate truffle. muahahaha. enak sekali!!
overall i think ayah had a wonderful birthday.... we surprised him when he just reached home from work, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! hehehehehe. the look on his face, he was happy that we did that for him. hope you enjoy your birthday.
just that abang wasn't there when all this happens...
...........................................................................................................
as for abang (who didn't make it for the celebration), who gives a damn about you.
screw you! don't ever think of coming back. seriously!!
have you ever thought about ayah and ibu's feelings?
just now, ayah came back and ask, "abang ade balik?"
do you know what that means? it means he really wants you to come back home and celebrate his birthday together as a family.
ergh!!!!
and ibu... she buys nasi sambal goreng on certain mornings, thinking (on her wishful part) that
you will come home and enjoy the food. but you didn't.
come on lah! you are their eldest child.
what are you trying to do with them?
why are you even thinking about that person.
you are so wrong to think that ibu and ayah don't love you anymore.
why don't you just come back home tomorrow and wish ayah happy birthday face to face.
i think that is the only wish that ayah wished for when he blew the candles just now...
Labels: make a wish...
what we could have been, 12:27 AM.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
thats me and yvonne.the bbq day was splendid. the only thing was the 'fake' rain that played with our feelings the whole time we were there. k from what i can see, everyone was very excited. 28th february, my very first bbq with NS retailers. a whole new experience. anyway, after work, we all rushed. like seriously rushed. changed everything. me and amira tumpang kusum's car all the way to east coast park where we practically got lost. from one carpark to the other carpark.
while others were busy with the charcoal, we managed to set up the other things. kk i'll just let the pictures do the talking first.
we managed to reach there in time, started the fire. thanks to lizzie and boyfriend, the fire started faster than we expected. from the picture below, you can see everyone is serious at work. well, semua bedek jer. action only.
while others were busy with the charcoal, we managed to set up the other things. kk i'll just let the pictures do the talking first.
well the food was great, i was addicted to the marshmellow like mad!! hahaa. i did manage to eat alot when noone was looking. the best time was when, kusum and mag decided to paly taboo. all the words were self-made.
we did manage to get a group picture!! before we went our separate ways. timecheck 5am. everyone went back by then. leaving me amira and kusum only. actually the plan was to stay behind to watch the sunrise. but we got bored, and went home. we walked like forever lah, just to reach a damn bustop. tsk.
we did manage to get a group picture!! before we went our separate ways. timecheck 5am. everyone went back by then. leaving me amira and kusum only. actually the plan was to stay behind to watch the sunrise. but we got bored, and went home. we walked like forever lah, just to reach a damn bustop. tsk.
and me, since i leave in yishun. i had to take 853 alone... all by myself. well with mp3 full blast, i had quite a nice sleep on that bus throughout the 1hour long bus ride. FREAKING LONG LAH!
i had fun that day...
Labels: memoirs...
what we could have been, 11:49 PM.
