omg, tua nye. k NOT!

semoga panjang umur and all the best.

and i promise to be the good daughter.

don't worry about me, worry about your health.

saya sayang ayah saya.

well... what a bloody long day. ibu had to go babysit, so me and ancik had to deal things ourselves. we went to orchard (to settle ancik's phone problem) to also find something suitable for ayah. we went searching high and low for something. and we came across this harley davidson shop at takashimaya. well... from what i remember, ayah do love bikes. so we went in the shop thinking that nothing is impressive enough for ayah, until we saw this shirt. just nice! totally ayah's style. we bought two shirts and a hat pin which became totally over my budget. but whatever. birthdays don't happen everyday right?

and since it's my payday, so why not?

gave the money and out we went, i was trying not to think too much about how much i just spend yo! i wanted to get alot of things but somehow there was something inside of me, telling me not to spend the money. since i already have them, why buy again? tsk. went home with a birthday cake for ayah. chocolate truffle. muahahaha. enak sekali!!

overall i think ayah had a wonderful birthday.... we surprised him when he just reached home from work, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! hehehehehe. the look on his face, he was happy that we did that for him. hope you enjoy your birthday.

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as for abang (who didn't make it for the celebration), who gives a damn about you.

screw you! don't ever think of coming back. seriously!!

have you ever thought about ayah and ibu's feelings?

just now, ayah came back and ask, "abang ade balik?"

do you know what that means? it means he really wants you to come back home and celebrate his birthday together as a family.

ergh!!!!

and ibu... she buys nasi sambal goreng on certain mornings, thinking (on her wishful part) that

you will come home and enjoy the food. but you didn't.

come on lah! you are their eldest child.

what are you trying to do with them?

why are you even thinking about that person.

you are so wrong to think that ibu and ayah don't love you anymore.

why don't you just come back home tomorrow and wish ayah happy birthday face to face.

i think that is the only wish that ayah wished for when he blew the candles just now...