ok.
went out with FATS today.
like normal... shid is always late. same old same old reasons.
basically we just roam around.
i went to wisma to retrieve ancik's handphone back.
and yes. that phone is totally useless. it's beyond repair.
ancik is disappointed. what to do...
so we went to grab lunch at LJS. while waiting for shid.
ah... basically all we did was window-shopping.
why?
coz we don't have money..!
we were just going oooohhhh and aaaahhhh...
we're just thinking what we gonna buy when we go to malaysia soon.
counting down... 17 more days...
today... i just got pissed. very pissed.
somehow... some way...
i really felt like going back alone...
i felt like crying...
the sudden feeling...
i hate being fat.
i hate being bullied by others.
i hate being the youngest.
i hate not being able to stand up for myself.