Wednesday, May 27, 2009
oleh kerana aku boring nye pasal...
aku buat ni survey...
1. Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
Forehead.
2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
Tired and frustrated.
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
My family.
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
So-so. I do work to support myself but ibu still support me here & there.
5. Would you ever donate blood?
I want!! But will never can.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Nope.
7. Do you want someone dead?
Why? Of course not. Wait... maybe HIM.
8. What does the last message say?
“kk masok je. Jumpa pat girl’s toilet lepas event.”
9. What are you thinking right now?
When can I eat at Sakura?
10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
Yes.
11. What time you went to bed last night?
12am.
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now?
Abang gave it to me, so it’s free.
13. Is someone in your mind?
Hehe. DUH!
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Ancik.
15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
- jeyda
-shidah
-syarfa
- sahira
-izyan
-nina
-amalina
-amirah putri
-jiahan
-ain
16. Who is 2 having relationship with?
Shidah.
Noone. Maybe Changmin uh.
17. Is 3 male or female?
Syarfa.
Female.
18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
Ama and ain.
They do not know each other. And I don’t think that’s a good idea.
19. What is 1 studying about?
Jeyda.
Technology in arts management.
20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
Izyan.
Yesterday in her class.
21. Is 4 single?
Sahira.
Hmm… not that I know of.
22. Say something about 2.
Shidah.
She loves Changmin. Giler Korean boys. Gemok. Hahah. And selekeh.
23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
Syarfa and nina.
I think they do know each other. But I think they don’t really know-know each other. So it
won’t be cool.
24. Describe 9.
Jiahan
Quiet girl. The person I can gossip with about others in class.
25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?nina and ama.
It will be funny. Coz they don’t really meet each other.
26. Do you like 8?
Amirah putri.
Hehe. Yeap. Of course I like all my friends. Another Korean fan girl in class.
aku buat ni survey...
1. Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
Forehead.
2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
Tired and frustrated.
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
My family.
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
So-so. I do work to support myself but ibu still support me here & there.
5. Would you ever donate blood?
I want!! But will never can.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Nope.
7. Do you want someone dead?
Why? Of course not. Wait... maybe HIM.
8. What does the last message say?
“kk masok je. Jumpa pat girl’s toilet lepas event.”
9. What are you thinking right now?
When can I eat at Sakura?
10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
Yes.
11. What time you went to bed last night?
12am.
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now?
Abang gave it to me, so it’s free.
13. Is someone in your mind?
Hehe. DUH!
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Ancik.
15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
- jeyda
-shidah
-syarfa
- sahira
-izyan
-nina
-amalina
-amirah putri
-jiahan
-ain
16. Who is 2 having relationship with?
Shidah.
Noone. Maybe Changmin uh.
17. Is 3 male or female?
Syarfa.
Female.
18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
Ama and ain.
They do not know each other. And I don’t think that’s a good idea.
19. What is 1 studying about?
Jeyda.
Technology in arts management.
20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
Izyan.
Yesterday in her class.
21. Is 4 single?
Sahira.
Hmm… not that I know of.
22. Say something about 2.
Shidah.
She loves Changmin. Giler Korean boys. Gemok. Hahah. And selekeh.
23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
Syarfa and nina.
I think they do know each other. But I think they don’t really know-know each other. So it
won’t be cool.
24. Describe 9.
Jiahan
Quiet girl. The person I can gossip with about others in class.
25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?nina and ama.
It will be funny. Coz they don’t really meet each other.
26. Do you like 8?
Amirah putri.
Hehe. Yeap. Of course I like all my friends. Another Korean fan girl in class.
what we could have been, 1:43 PM.
ok VIPs, they are officially back.the latest mv, 'Heaven' is alot different from the previous ones.
this time it's in japanese. and GD's hair is too much.
i seriously do not like his hair. like whassup sia.
he should really get a haircut.
there you go. the new MV. Heaven.
Daesung proves to everyone that he has his driver's license. only him!
and and and lucky girl... GD...
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talk about him... i too need a hair cut. i've been thinking about the haircut for quite long already.
it's just that i'm scared that this hair of mine will lentek and makes the design looks like bettyboop-ish.
k sorry being lazy to update. too lazy already lah.
well basically the week is pretty fast. but i really hope it will slow down when its the holidays.
i want to use it wisely.
class have been fun. grades have been pretty much ok. maintaining it.
my life... has been the same.
work have been ________.
i was thinking about work, when all of a sudden, i felt like joining NS back.
i don't know why, i just miss that place. the feeling. the people.
so jyeah.
ancik finally graduated from NYP.
went to the ceremony with parents. though i dread being in the same place as that ass.
sat in the auditorium and fell asleep for awhile.
saw ancik walked up the stage and shook hands with the GOH. wah...
next year... so fast... i'll be graduating already.
then it will be my turn walking on that stage.
fuhh! i can't wait.
kk its getting boring already.
OH! did i tell you guys that i'm going to put on braces during the 2 weeks holiday?
yes. i am. fast eh. going to book an appointment later on with ibu.
half half. ibu pay half, i pay half.
scary lah seh. i read the process of wearing braces.
it is a LONG process indeed.
aites...
will post somemore once i put it on.
and will put up the graduation pictures soon.
Labels: laziness is getting onto me...
what we could have been, 1:05 PM.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
how i wish i'm fatherless.
no matter how hard i try to respect him every single day, that respect was going to a waste.
day by day my family is breaking apart.
just because of him. that one guy.
i rather he leave the house than one by one of his children leaving the house slowly.
abang left. now he wants me to leave the house. JUST WAIT...!
i have a father but i feel as if i don't.
sometimes i wonder why the hell i have a father like that.
thinking back he have done alot of sins...
if you know me long enough, you will know who and how my father is...
i hate him.
my life isn't going anywhere.
my ezlink and IC is gone.
and now ayah halau me out of the house.
yes. early in the morning.
i have seriously lose ALL the respect that i have for him.
first he was picking a fight with ibu. i have no idea why.
then he compares his children to those kids that enters University.
now finding a trouble with me.
people do know that once i'm angry, everything just comes out of my mouth.
i just let it out.
and i know no matter how hard i cried during the journey to school, it won't change anything.
if you say your life sucks, think about mine.
no matter how hard i try to respect him every single day, that respect was going to a waste.
day by day my family is breaking apart.
just because of him. that one guy.
i rather he leave the house than one by one of his children leaving the house slowly.
abang left. now he wants me to leave the house. JUST WAIT...!
i have a father but i feel as if i don't.
sometimes i wonder why the hell i have a father like that.
thinking back he have done alot of sins...
if you know me long enough, you will know who and how my father is...
i hate him.
my life isn't going anywhere.
my ezlink and IC is gone.
and now ayah halau me out of the house.
yes. early in the morning.
i have seriously lose ALL the respect that i have for him.
first he was picking a fight with ibu. i have no idea why.
then he compares his children to those kids that enters University.
now finding a trouble with me.
people do know that once i'm angry, everything just comes out of my mouth.
i just let it out.
and i know no matter how hard i cried during the journey to school, it won't change anything.
if you say your life sucks, think about mine.
Labels: why?
what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
they are indeed back.shid's boys.
yes.
Juliet is out.
teaser
song itself
and to tell the truth... the song is not appealing at all.
when i first heard the song, i was like... it really sounds familiar.
before this when i read the comments on soompi, they were saying that jonghyun sounds like MJ. with the voice screeching etc.
then more comments came in, it says the beat of the song is totally the same as Corbin Bleu's Deal With It.
i agree. it is totally the same.
i liked the rapping part. thats all.
at least jonghyun tried his best to come up with the lyircs...
good luck with the comeback, boys.
hwaiting!!
Labels: romeo not juliet...
what we could have been, 1:41 PM.
gosh! time really pass that fast. soon, it's going to be a week since abah is gone.
the adults are settling all this problem childishly.
just talk it out lah. keeping everything inside doesn't make any sense.
so jyeah. to admit, i didn't feel sad that abah left. i felt happy.
why? because i feel that he is trapped all this while.
people were always fighting and argueing around you.
i didn't go to school and work on that day. even though i was looking forward to both...
the day was so mundane. it was tiring, and freaking sunny.
followed ibu to the kubur to see abah for the very last time.
saw him being buried under all the mud.
i can see ibu falling apart inside. but she still stayed strong.
wak nani, wak nina, cik tati, bibik were crying when they saw abah on the floor.
gosh...
i cant go on anymore...
this is heartbreaking...
the adults are settling all this problem childishly.
just talk it out lah. keeping everything inside doesn't make any sense.
so jyeah. to admit, i didn't feel sad that abah left. i felt happy.
why? because i feel that he is trapped all this while.
people were always fighting and argueing around you.
i didn't go to school and work on that day. even though i was looking forward to both...
the day was so mundane. it was tiring, and freaking sunny.
followed ibu to the kubur to see abah for the very last time.
saw him being buried under all the mud.
i can see ibu falling apart inside. but she still stayed strong.
wak nani, wak nina, cik tati, bibik were crying when they saw abah on the floor.
gosh...
i cant go on anymore...
this is heartbreaking...
Labels: hiatus...
what we could have been, 1:33 PM.
no matter what i will still remember the both of you.13th may 2009...
abah aka datok, left the world at 0126 on his death bed.
i guess he really wanted to be with nenek...
3 years since nenek left him, he didn't want to live anymore.
he felt like it's the end of the world.
allah love him more.
and right now, i think he's happier up there compared to down here on earth.
now you can smile.
problems after problems.
still havent settle anything yet.
this time its BIG family problem...
i hope the cucu-s are not included. or else it will be trashy.
i will remember abah... love you... even though i'm never close to you.
i will always remember your advise towards me. the last conversation we had...
i will study hard...
promise...
Labels: rest in peace...
what we could have been, 1:26 PM.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE LADIES WHO HAVE CHILDREN!!
especially to ibu!
giving birth and taking care of children have been hard to you right?
that is why I LOVE YOU!
without you, i won't even be here blogging!
well what did we give ibu?
me and ancik shared money and bought this Tefal frying pan.
its been a long time lah.
we've always talking about getting ibu one whole set of different sizes when we get a full-time job.
slowly lah eh...
anyway ibu showed/reminded what i bought for her last year.
a recipe book. of all the cakes.
she kept the small note that i put inside the book.
awww so sweet of her.
she was saying that she's gonna start collecting gifts from us.
that is when i told her what i want for my birthday. hahah.
something diamond.
i have no idea why...
coz a classmate of mine, her mum bought her a diamond ring for her eighteen birthday.
cool right?
not that i demanded it from ibu.
i just hope ibu will give me something different lah.
PS/to you... what do you want for your coming birthday??
Anyone wants to donate blood?
I WANT!!
this coming weekend, at dhoby ghaut NEL station. 12pm-6pm.
will see you there after work
:D
especially to ibu!
giving birth and taking care of children have been hard to you right?
that is why I LOVE YOU!
without you, i won't even be here blogging!
well what did we give ibu?
me and ancik shared money and bought this Tefal frying pan.
its been a long time lah.
we've always talking about getting ibu one whole set of different sizes when we get a full-time job.
slowly lah eh...
anyway ibu showed/reminded what i bought for her last year.
a recipe book. of all the cakes.
she kept the small note that i put inside the book.
awww so sweet of her.
she was saying that she's gonna start collecting gifts from us.
that is when i told her what i want for my birthday. hahah.
something diamond.
i have no idea why...
coz a classmate of mine, her mum bought her a diamond ring for her eighteen birthday.
cool right?
not that i demanded it from ibu.
i just hope ibu will give me something different lah.
PS/to you... what do you want for your coming birthday??
Anyone wants to donate blood?
I WANT!!
this coming weekend, at dhoby ghaut NEL station. 12pm-6pm.
will see you there after work
:D
Labels: curious...
what we could have been, 5:37 PM.
these were taken in the MRT while we're on the way back home.it was crazy. we took some pictures but had to stop because people were looking at us.
and those sitting opposite us were able to see what we were doing through the reflection.
work was fine. got to know more people.
cuci mate jugak at the same time.
wednesday.
thursday.
friday, i took last minute MC because... i fell sick.
so sudden lah.
ibu was saying that i work too much.
but i think its the freaking weather that is to be blame lah.
SO HOT!!
saturday.
i did express lane at b2. wah so fun!
even though its not my first time, its the people that im working with that is fun.
Pathu, Eder, Sharry, etc.
pathu and syar was saying not to step quyi's toes.
coz she's not in the right mood.
... i wonder how in the world one person can have $5600 worth of Carrefour vouchers.
what the hell did he do to get that...
if i have that i can shop like mad lah!!
so anyways.
sunday. today.
work was fine.
met a new auntie. Patricia.
i felt so invisible for the first time.
aku ni tinggi tinggi pon, orang tk nampak.
padahal depan mate.
customers weren't really looking at my counter.
i had to call for them.
no big bags is seriously irritating.
but not having medium bags is too much.
haha.
k adios..!
PS/i notice i haven't been going out much lately!
Labels: fire
what we could have been, 5:17 PM.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
BOOO!
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.
today overall... just sucks.
from the start of the day to the end.
i mean not included the part when i met Ama lah.
just the school part.
ergh!
i was frustrated with my teammates, but i couldn't do anything.
i just kept quiet. my opinions to them were dumb.
so what the hell. who cares.
you reject mine, i ignore everything.
the guys weren't doing anything.
only left me and Amirah to finish everything up.
yes. everything.
in the end the presentation was stupid. we couldn't explain anything because my team could not agree to one thing. the class bombarded us with questions.
the same thing happen again... we couldn't answer them. coz we were dumbfounded ourselves.
after the class ends, i don't know what to say.
all i felt was... i wanted to kill that particular guy/girl.
stuff his/her mouth with my sock. seriously!!
faci came to us, i can see from her face that she was worried about my team. very.
she asked us what happened exactly. i couldn't answer her properly.
still i kept my thoughts to myself.
when it was left to me and Amirah only, faci asked again.
this time we opened up, a little.
i was surprised that she had a good first impression on me.
an A student. hahah. NOT!
kk so the journey tot the mrt station with Amirah was kecoh.
i told her about my semester 2 (year1) experience.
the time i was interrogated by Chitra.
met up with Ama. damn! i miss kpopspazzdom that we always have during our workout day.
sat at the library with her and Jeyda.
the mood was very awkward at first.
until the time we started webcaming.
there's more lah. but hehehehehehe. TOO FUNNY.
from the start of the day to the end.
i mean not included the part when i met Ama lah.
just the school part.
ergh!
i was frustrated with my teammates, but i couldn't do anything.
i just kept quiet. my opinions to them were dumb.
so what the hell. who cares.
you reject mine, i ignore everything.
the guys weren't doing anything.
only left me and Amirah to finish everything up.
yes. everything.
in the end the presentation was stupid. we couldn't explain anything because my team could not agree to one thing. the class bombarded us with questions.
the same thing happen again... we couldn't answer them. coz we were dumbfounded ourselves.
after the class ends, i don't know what to say.
all i felt was... i wanted to kill that particular guy/girl.
stuff his/her mouth with my sock. seriously!!
faci came to us, i can see from her face that she was worried about my team. very.
she asked us what happened exactly. i couldn't answer her properly.
still i kept my thoughts to myself.
when it was left to me and Amirah only, faci asked again.
this time we opened up, a little.
i was surprised that she had a good first impression on me.
an A student. hahah. NOT!
kk so the journey tot the mrt station with Amirah was kecoh.
i told her about my semester 2 (year1) experience.
the time i was interrogated by Chitra.
met up with Ama. damn! i miss kpopspazzdom that we always have during our workout day.
sat at the library with her and Jeyda.
the mood was very awkward at first.
until the time we started webcaming.
there's more lah. but hehehehehehe. TOO FUNNY.Labels: nickhun captures my heart.
what we could have been, 10:06 PM.
have i talked about my class before?
well. E24E.
lembab sia aku. i know everyone has already blogged about their classmates like on the first week. hahah. now is like the 3rd week already lah.
shish!! cepat sia dah 3rd week. soon it'll be week 15.
k so here i go...
my class is WEEEEEE!!
it took me quite awhile to remember everyone's name.
it took me quite awhile to find who are KPOP fans.
some are SNSD's fan, some are wondergirls' fan, one hates After School.
DBSK, BigBang, SuperJunior, Ukiss, 2pm are loved.
i remember dancing to sorry sorry and gee at the lawn with Cordy.
call me crazy. haha.
everyone kecoh jugak uh.
eventhough i don't really go down for breaks with them, they are fun to be around.
eh, i still havent forget about my dear w34m and w15a.
they are still the best kk.
random pictures that we took that day.
not everyone were there.
well. E24E.
lembab sia aku. i know everyone has already blogged about their classmates like on the first week. hahah. now is like the 3rd week already lah.
shish!! cepat sia dah 3rd week. soon it'll be week 15.
k so here i go...
my class is WEEEEEE!!
it took me quite awhile to remember everyone's name.
it took me quite awhile to find who are KPOP fans.
some are SNSD's fan, some are wondergirls' fan, one hates After School.
DBSK, BigBang, SuperJunior, Ukiss, 2pm are loved.
i remember dancing to sorry sorry and gee at the lawn with Cordy.
call me crazy. haha.
everyone kecoh jugak uh.
eventhough i don't really go down for breaks with them, they are fun to be around.
eh, i still havent forget about my dear w34m and w15a.
they are still the best kk.
random pictures that we took that day.
not everyone were there.
^cool right? edited by MG.
Labels: E24E
what we could have been, 9:25 PM.
pictures from Fresh Bulghogi.
went there with Ancik, Jai and Syar like 2 weeks ago.
it was AWESOME!
two thumbs up!
the food was splendid. i ate what dbsk/bigbang/2pm have eaten before.
Labels: mouth watering...
what we could have been, 9:12 PM.
a random picture that i found in my phone.gosh!
those legs are mine.
~having trouble to successfully do a handstand in the pool.
while jeyda and adik, they are just having girlfun.
Labels: pooly
what we could have been, 9:25 AM.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
i seriously won't know what to do once you go to NS.
must you seriously go NS?
damn.
abang's no longer at home.
now it's your turn.
haish...
i'm seriously going to be effing bored.
alone!!
JUNE is your admission...
time will pass by damn fast. in a blink of an eye. just like that.
ibu will be busy working.
ayah too.
left me alone.
alone at home. no way!
.
.
.
dear ancik,
must you seriously go NS?
damn.
abang's no longer at home.
now it's your turn.
haish...
i'm seriously going to be effing bored.
alone!!
JUNE is your admission...
time will pass by damn fast. in a blink of an eye. just like that.
ibu will be busy working.
ayah too.
left me alone.
alone at home. no way!
.
.
.
dear ancik,
i know you are eager. you know i'm not.
i know you're eager to get that hot body once you finishes NS.
you know you're leaving home soon.
you know i'm not thrill at all.
you know everything.
you're my companion at home.
and now, you will be gone.
2 years. it IS long.
i'm not looking forward to it at all...
love your little sister.
Labels: i don't want you to leave.
what we could have been, 1:41 AM.
i'm gonna start posting my fandom.
firstly...
HAPPY BELATED TO WOOYOUNG-SSI...!!
30th april...
the first guy i had a crush on in 2pm.
the guy who always start singing first.
the guy whose english sucks.
the guys whose lips are so _____.
but still the sepet guy. hehe!!
firstly...
HAPPY BELATED TO WOOYOUNG-SSI...!!
30th april...
the first guy i had a crush on in 2pm.
the guy who always start singing first.
the guy whose english sucks.
the guys whose lips are so _____.
but still the sepet guy. hehe!!
now you're a year older.
.
.
.
secondly...
my BigBang Boys are adorable!!!
the song is so catchy!!
but bae's voice sounds weird...
this treat is for Jeyda as well. LOOK AT YOUR RAIN!!!
to GDragon uh... how come you postponed your solo album again? haiyoh.
again and again...
why make so big news but then......
they say you're going through stress. and depression. chill out.
ignore 2NE1 if they're bugging you so much with their debut and songs/album.
take care love...
:D:D
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Labels: crash and burn
what we could have been, 1:31 AM.
