Tuesday, May 19, 2009

gosh! time really pass that fast. soon, it's going to be a week since abah is gone.
the adults are settling all this problem childishly.
just talk it out lah. keeping everything inside doesn't make any sense.

so jyeah. to admit, i didn't feel sad that abah left. i felt happy.
why? because i feel that he is trapped all this while.
people were always fighting and argueing around you.

i didn't go to school and work on that day. even though i was looking forward to both...
the day was so mundane. it was tiring, and freaking sunny.
followed ibu to the kubur to see abah for the very last time.
saw him being buried under all the mud.

i can see ibu falling apart inside. but she still stayed strong.
wak nani, wak nina, cik tati, bibik were crying when they saw abah on the floor.
gosh...
i cant go on anymore...
this is heartbreaking...

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ZULAIHA

im turning 19 at the end of the year. many call me zul. but actually, i'd rather be called leha. im pretty tall for my height which makes me and Yunho very compatible. a pity G-Dragon's short. but, height doesn't matter. preferable Wooyoung/Taecyeon. i can always have scandals right?

back to my night life. and im in my 2nd year of New Media in RP going 3rd soon. im hoping school would be fun. i have _ cats and i love them all. sometimes. i love baking and eating. running and jumping and the normal stuffs 18yr olds do. till then, have a pleasant flight at my blog.

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