Wednesday, May 20, 2009
how i wish i'm fatherless.
no matter how hard i try to respect him every single day, that respect was going to a waste.
day by day my family is breaking apart.
just because of him. that one guy.
i rather he leave the house than one by one of his children leaving the house slowly.
abang left. now he wants me to leave the house. JUST WAIT...!
i have a father but i feel as if i don't.
sometimes i wonder why the hell i have a father like that.
thinking back he have done alot of sins...
if you know me long enough, you will know who and how my father is...
i hate him.
my life isn't going anywhere.
my ezlink and IC is gone.
and now ayah halau me out of the house.
yes. early in the morning.
i have seriously lose ALL the respect that i have for him.
first he was picking a fight with ibu. i have no idea why.
then he compares his children to those kids that enters University.
now finding a trouble with me.
people do know that once i'm angry, everything just comes out of my mouth.
i just let it out.
and i know no matter how hard i cried during the journey to school, it won't change anything.
if you say your life sucks, think about mine.
no matter how hard i try to respect him every single day, that respect was going to a waste.
day by day my family is breaking apart.
just because of him. that one guy.
i rather he leave the house than one by one of his children leaving the house slowly.
abang left. now he wants me to leave the house. JUST WAIT...!
i have a father but i feel as if i don't.
sometimes i wonder why the hell i have a father like that.
thinking back he have done alot of sins...
if you know me long enough, you will know who and how my father is...
i hate him.
my life isn't going anywhere.
my ezlink and IC is gone.
and now ayah halau me out of the house.
yes. early in the morning.
i have seriously lose ALL the respect that i have for him.
first he was picking a fight with ibu. i have no idea why.
then he compares his children to those kids that enters University.
now finding a trouble with me.
people do know that once i'm angry, everything just comes out of my mouth.
i just let it out.
and i know no matter how hard i cried during the journey to school, it won't change anything.
if you say your life sucks, think about mine.
Labels: why?
what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
