Saturday, July 18, 2009
anyways... how is everyone lately? fine? healthy?have i told you that I've put on braces?
hehe. yeapyeap.
its been 3 weeks already. so fast right...
see that smile above, its beyond it. hidden. haha.
right now, with these on, i have difficulties in closing my mouth properly.
even when i smile, people will immediately look at my teeth.
like as if something got stuck to it.
and seriously, wearing braces is no easy job. the brushing, the chewing of food and the pain.
sometimes when i got very tired of chewing (it is freaking tiring alright-no matter how many times you chew, it will never is broken into smaller pieces), i just stop eating.
amazing right?
the dentist told me that her patients always loose weight during the duration of 2-3 weeks of braces.
but to me, seriously, i don't know what to do sia.
i heck care one uh, eat just eat up. if tercelit pon, it is makanan jugak kan.
fill up my stomach first. LOL.
gemok kan perangai. haha.
so yeah, i really hope, that this is a way for me to lose weight.
Labels: gemok already uh
what we could have been, 12:51 AM.
this is depressing.
recently ibu told me about my little cousin who just got her first "sign".
if you understand what i meant, then that's a good thing.
well, not that i care so much about it.
i have no idea why ibu told me that when it is going to hurt me alot.
when she said that news to me, i felt like crying.
but i controlled.
it was painful. even though, it is not affecting me right now.
it's just is...
haven't been going to any checkups lately. why?
because i know what the results will be and it will be a waste of money if i kept going.
useless you see...
and ibu... i have no idea why she can't just give up already.
i mean sometimes when the two of us are left alone, we talked about it.
i asked her what will happen in the future if this continues...
she keeps giving me the positive answer. keeps giving hope.
sometimes it is really not fair. like why me?
blah blah blah...
ergh!
i have a lot of things going on in my head anyways.
and this whole thing should be kept at the back of my head.
recently ibu told me about my little cousin who just got her first "sign".
if you understand what i meant, then that's a good thing.
well, not that i care so much about it.
i have no idea why ibu told me that when it is going to hurt me alot.
when she said that news to me, i felt like crying.
but i controlled.
it was painful. even though, it is not affecting me right now.
it's just is...
haven't been going to any checkups lately. why?
because i know what the results will be and it will be a waste of money if i kept going.
useless you see...
and ibu... i have no idea why she can't just give up already.
i mean sometimes when the two of us are left alone, we talked about it.
i asked her what will happen in the future if this continues...
she keeps giving me the positive answer. keeps giving hope.
sometimes it is really not fair. like why me?
blah blah blah...
ergh!
i have a lot of things going on in my head anyways.
and this whole thing should be kept at the back of my head.
Labels: if only people just stop talking about it in front of me...
what we could have been, 12:40 AM.
hello.
i seriously do not know what to do with this blog.
i wanted to delete it but sayang sia.
all my memories, everything lah is inside here.
it's like every time i want to blog, i tend to change my mind and do something else.
like what the hell right?
ok ok, i think i will take my time to update this blog or maybe change the skin also.
well, i learnt alot of designing webpages during DMA ok.
alright people/human beings out there...
just wait till i have something to really update about.
message for today...
i seriously do not know what to do with this blog.
i wanted to delete it but sayang sia.
all my memories, everything lah is inside here.
it's like every time i want to blog, i tend to change my mind and do something else.
like what the hell right?
ok ok, i think i will take my time to update this blog or maybe change the skin also.
well, i learnt alot of designing webpages during DMA ok.
alright people/human beings out there...
just wait till i have something to really update about.
message for today...
"When driving alone, do not dig your nose or do something stupid.
There are people watching you that you will never know who..."
:D:D
Labels: blind or what...
what we could have been, 12:31 AM.
