a very good morning..!
time check : 3.40am
yeah. pagi abes nye.
so how's life?
i am very bored!!
right now is the school holidays, but with this fasting month going on... can't do much.
really...
i've been spending time with NS and ibu at home.
oh yar. have i told that ibu hired me for this fasting month.
yeah. she's paying me. not cash but an i-touch.
coolios. so everytime when i'm not working, i stay at home-baking/cooking.
IBU IS PASSING DOWN ALL HER KNOWLEDGE TO ME. (just had the conversation with her)
tiring lah.
the conversation always end the same way as it has always been. LATER.
her time to shine, she has been busy baking and baking.
now my house is like a factory.
the smell of all these cakes and pastries fuyoh!
enough to make you full. seriously.
you can smell it when you are standing at the staricase.
my fellow girlfriends out there, (my blog is not dead-so READ THIS)
I WANNA GOO OUT!!!!! with all of you. every single one of you!!
HOLIDAY LAH SEH...!
i miss you all. <3
work has been going fine.
just that that particular person is getting on everyone's nerves slowly.
stubborn nak mampos agaknye.
kecik kecik susah kan orang, dah besar degil nak mampos.
TSK!
lucky got June and Amira.
oh! now can cuci mate. a lot lah seh!!
xPxP
Labels: waa waa white sheep...
what we could have been, 3:38 AM.
Hello everyone.
I’ll try my best to start updating this blog k.
I’m seriously getting bored with blogging.
Is there anything new out there?
Sigh.
Anyway, how’s life everyone?
I’ve been missing for nearly a month, k wait, I think longer than that right?
So much have been happening, a lot I guess.
My FT Island’s Cross & Change is here with free poster lah!
School’s out! UTs are going on (not anymore!)…
Fasting month is finally here. Not that I’m excited about it or anything, just that I want to get over and done with it fast.
I’m back with NS right now.
I know… muka tembok kan.
Going back to there after leaving without a word.
Everything is so different now.
New staffs. New items. New supervisors.
I feel so alien in that place.
But I got use to it already.
Second month there, no wait… it’s my third month already.
And to count back, if I didn’t leave, it is already a year plus I’ve been working under retail.
Have I told you that my brother is no longer leaving with me?
Ah yes. My eldest brother...
I have no idea where he is, where he lives, whom he is with.
He came back for awhile and POOFF!
He just disappears just like that.
And this time Ibu felt nothing…
I think so.
Maybe this is the last time though.
Abang wants to get married to someone that Ibu and Ayah will never restu. Is that the word? Erps.
I’m kinda disappointed with Abang; he is always up to something.
When he is good to you, asking how school is, how’s life… the next thing you know, he’ll be asking for money.
I mean… I work for my own money, why can’t his girlfriend or whoever does that too?
Asking for money from me through you.
You lie to me just to feed your girl… great!
Oh!
And Abang (I really wish and pray hard that you are reading this), thanks for ignoring your own father and forgetting Ibu’s birthday.
That sentence you told Ancik is totally wrong man! “Buat ape balik jumpe ibu?”
Whatever it is, I don’t like you any more…
Ibu’s birthday was pretty much a simple one.
The surprise was a failure.
Haha!
Since Ancik booked out on Saturday morning and going back in on Sunday afternoon, we had to have an advance celebration for Ibu.
Strawberry Cheesecake just for her.
We bought a portable radio for her room, and a tamusk (I have no idea what it is in English).
K I’m typing a freaking composition here. Stop me!!
FYI: Ayah got admitted to the TTSH for a day and half 3 weeks ago.
His sickness is back. Officially - now his pain is very bad.
The word he is looking forward to is ‘____’.
Ancik told me that Ayah advice him to look after Ibu after he leaves (because he is the only son he has left) – don’t let her eat dinner alone at home, just don't leave alone.
“Tkmo kasik ibu buka puase sorang sorang kat umah, balik makan ngan ibu. Ayah keje, korang stay kat rumah lah teman Ibu.”
Labels: well this is my life...
what we could have been, 2:24 AM.